christmas countdown

sukfun, me, jinliang, di di, hoe hoe, n leon..

leon n his gal gal

pretty gal (mrs. tan)

i use flash, so terwei cn b seen

my sha di di

d gals.. (me, xin yi, suk fun)

here sum pic 4 christmas countdown..
lazy 2 post ar..
so jus c d photo la...
*soli 4 posting it late..

hospital trip

yay.. finally..
i m bk
tis few day reli 2 bc jor...

erm.. lets start d story of my hosp trip

mon..
sukan tara.. 100m n 200m..
but its killed me..
bcoz of it.. my back pain cum 2 visit me again..
aiks..
so pain after i ran 4 200m...
so pain.. pain till i cry..
it reminds me bout when i m in form5, bone failure at leg..
same feeling..
pain till cry..
but d worst is when i went 2 d specialis.. it oredi close.. T.T
but in d end, i stil get 2 c doc la, coz i scare those aunty uncle..
they c me so sufer, so let me 1st..
hehe.. reli 10x alot ar.. aunty uncle.. thank you veli muci..
erm.. then mai again lo.. d doc still d same.. cc har, touch touch har..
then say masuk hospital la..

reli swt la..
always lik tat.. cc har, touch touch har then jiu okie liao...
tues i gt experiment nid 2 do ar.. hw 2 masuk woh..
suan liao.. in d end, i oso stay in hosp 4 TWO days..
damn boring..

tues..
d 1st day, hoe hoe n my gud di di cum 2 visit me..
haha.. then v blow water...(act is jus me n di di blow jek, hoe hoe luk so boring)
haha.. soli yay, hoe hoe..
by d way, reli 10x 4 visiting me... exp my di di.. 10x 4 d pineapple biscuit 2..
after they leave.. mr.o cum visit me vf KFC
haha.. yeah, i long time din eat fried thg.. but tat day i reli veli full..
so i jus ate a drumstick, then other mr.o fin it up..
oh ya, n d pepsi, i drank it.. (but i prefer coke)
y m i so full?
of coz la.. d hosp meal reli big size till tak boleh tahan... 3meal perday..
1 cup of milo 4 take med in 5am
breakfast.. 2slide bread, 1cup milo, 1 bowl of oat
lunch n dinner same...
rice vf 2 dishes n sup n fruit
then 11smtg, another cup of milo 4 med..
so imagine.. i reli get fat..
tats y i m so full...

then wat 2 i do during tis 2 days?
NTG... jus laying on d bed.. din move.. ( hw cnt i dun get fat, everyday eat n slp)
erm.. gt geh.. went 4 heat physio lo..
act is put a lava which is heaten on d place where u pain.. then let it heat it 4 half an hour..
(di di, tats y i still cn msg u when i having my physio)

ohya, another 'fun' thg,
my new born cousin sama sama masuk hospital vf me..
he having fever..
so kesian my aunty.. have 2 stay at hosp din slp 4 two days..
then v both discharge from hosp on wed..

*tat stupid corset tat surport d back cos me 200 bucks lo, tat dr reli makan air d la..

random

erm...quite plenty thg 2 say about.. but sort of time..
tis few days veli bc.. bc vf hmk, koko..
haiz.. n having sum problem vf my parent again.. ya, again..
haiz.. suan la.. dun talk bout it nw..

last week, wat hav i done leh?
erm... thurs went lunch vf fun jie.. n take d present i bought..
10x fun jie 4 acc me.. coz i no1 acc me, so charm..
tats y i ask fun jie skip ping pong, then acc me.. haha, wat a devil m i.. hehe..
anyways, reli 10x fun jie, muaxie..

then fri, hav lunch vf my di di n keng soon n 'ah yu' ( i dun noe his name, but i heard my di di called him fish) n another di di's frenz..
after lunch my di di sent me 2 tt, haha..
so gud, rite? of coz la, my di di ma, of coz gud la.. haha.. ( hapi mou? i praise u leh..)

then sat.. a bc day..
morning go lib.. then tt.. after tt rush hum 2 do my report all those thg..
y rush? coz at nite, i gt a gathering vf netball gang.. i have 2 done my work tis week..
report, surat perlantikan, detail, koloqium, hmk, tt.. wat a bc weekend..
feel lik wanna die jor.. my finger tiada perasaan d, coz kip typing.. T.T
when i rushing my work, sudenly my dad ask me 2 print out d invoice 4 him...
since i veli rush, so i quickly fin his thg la..
but wat i get is get scold... reli wtf d la...
where gt print cn put carbon paper n print d..
told him cnt, dun wan 2 listen d woh.. stil wan 2 scold me.. reli wtf..
after scolding me, stil wan 2 say if i dun wan 2 do, then dun do..
hey.. pls ar.. if i dun wan 2 do it ar, i wun choi u liao la..
do u noe my finger is so pain.. kip typing for tis few day..
i even fell dizzy when sit in front of d com..
bc-ing vf my stuft still nid 2 help u 2 do ur stuft..
in d end, u din even 1 thank you, but u jus scolded me..

tats y, tat day i reli nt in my mood..
after i go d netball gathering, i ask mr.o out 4 clubing..
v went 2 lush.. n i drank 2 cup of heineken..
n v 1am oli bak hum.. bk hum then hav a bath n continue vf my hmk..
2am slp..

act i feel beta d, after d gathering.. d mood feel beta d..
n when i met mr.o, even beta.. i thk i cn say i oredi ntg jor..
4 me, Mr.o is jus lik a bro.. a big bro..
he reli a gud guy..
whenever i nt hapi, i sure ask him out..
then after chat vf him, i sure b ntg d..
smtg v din chat, but v went 2 club..
listen 2 d music, c-ing others.. tat make me feel beta..
d cuming tues is mr.o birthday, so i wan 2 wish him hapi birthday..
n i wun 4get d present n d cake d la.. i thk i wil make d cake d cuming weekend.. then d present, c when v cum out again then i giv u la.. hehe..^^

then sun..
tt.. then bk hum, do hmk..
3smtg went 2 de classic n hav a hair cut..
nt bad.. i lik it..
then 6pm went jogging vf mr.o
act is i jog, he walk.. haha
old ppl is lik tat d la.. wakaka.. :p (hope he wun c tis)
after hum, bath, dinner, do hmk again.. (wat a life i having.. everyday hmk)

then nw i m siting here writing all tis stuf..
hehe.. n tis is my DAYS...

failure

damn shit..
i failed my jalan..
damn..
bcoz of d test i nid 2 skip my skul..
n i skip my chemi experiment lo..

in d end.. i failed jalan..
damn..
nxt week may nid 2 skip skul again 2 re-sit d test..

tat stupid testor wrote there, din check d light, d mirror, d signal..
damn.. i gt check lo,
his eyes ar, dun noe hw 2c d la..
i gt check then wrote i din check it..
reli damn fire.. when i saw it...
stupid PIG la..

mayb i should giv them $ 2 'bao',
gues wat my grandpa say, i totally agree vf it..
"aiya, u din giv $$, sure cnt pass d la, they all oso wan 2 'makan', haiz..
m'sia is lik tat d la, even d gov noe it, it still go on.. everywhere oso gt their ppl 'makan'..."
cold rite? totally agre vf my granpa, n tis is m'sia..
haiz..

disapointed

sad

wat a day..

another month passed..
11 of jan 2010..
2months d..

erm.. my day 4 11jan
stil d same... cnt slp well in d nite..
kip coughing.. although i take d med d..
haiz..

as usual, wake up in d morning.. prepare 2 go skul..
unwilling 2 do so..reli tired..slpy..

2day, having assemb.
d stupid prefex wake me up, coz i slp during it..
damn blink n tat time, but i din k bout it, kip slping..
then another fatty dummy wake me up again..
stupid, he say my fingernail is too long..
pls la, my fingernail long? do u noe wat is long anot? noe wats d diff btw long n short?
mine consider short la.. stupid..
he sure having eyesight pro.. ya lo, he wear spec..
he ask me 2 go out, fine lo.. i walk out..
suan la, since here is sam tet, no nid 2 scare bout d rules d la.. go out mai go out lo
haha, wat d pro is, d fatty dun hav fingernail cutter vf him..
aiyoyo, hw cn a prefex without a fingernail cutter geh?
he reli a dummy.. reli cah d la, sam tet
then d fatty ask 4 help from another prefex, d 1 di pecat geh (4get his name jor),
he oso dun hav.. haiz.. wat a 'discplin' society
then finally, he get help from d exco.. d dark 1
i veli bo song tat fatty, so i ask d exco, my fingernail veli long meh?
guess wat he say...
'aiya, u gar gar yi cut abit la'
swt la... wat a 'gud' prefex is he..
luckily he luk a bit handsum.. so tats ok,
but nt tat fatty..
tat fatty, nt handsum at all, a bit yong shui tim..
tats y i reli dun lik him..
wat a fatty is he..
(hehe, wat a evil m i.. ^^)

afta tat, went bk 2 class,
huray! etron din cum 2 skul.. extra free period.. haha
afta tat chemi, my head is cracking at tat time, totally dun und wat pn carries is teaching..
BLANK n BLINK **
afta tat, recess.. went 2 c miss chee, she ask me 2 c her during recess..
luckily nt a big deal, jus pass up d list 2 her jek..
then afta recess, p.a..
oh, reli sorry, mr.tan
i slp in his class again..
so sorry..(i reli tired.. n slpy, my head is so pain till lik almost burst..)
but i oso get wat he teach oso ma.. eventough i thk gt a bit wrong.. aiya, cdan la..
then last 3 period.. fz..
damn so long n boring..
again slp in class.. but i din slp all d way la...
i jus slp when pn yap discuss bout d Q..
i get it correct ma, i mai slp lo..
when she teach, i awake d..
then wen she giv d last 2 Q, i slp again..
afta i wake up, she had write out d whole Q jor.. then oli i copy..
haha.. i din miss out anythg yet..

then bell rang.. skul dismiss..
but yet, i cnt bk hum T.T
sukan pratice.. sien..
i in blue hse..
i wish 2 b in red.. i used 2 b in red since kindergarden..
i was late 4 d sukan pratice..
coz went 4 lunch vf my di di, jac, jin liang n lian jia jie at kopitiam..
erm.. almost 2.40 oli bak skul..
dun noe y, i suddenly cough til veli serious afta my lunch..
cough till i fell dizzy jor..
blink blink again..
it end b4 4pm... yeah.. tats mean i cn go bk hum earlier..
haha..

so, nw i m siting here bloging..
by d way, i should do my hmk 1st.. hehe..
aiya, nvm la, i do it later la..
(ohya, i din go 2 kcleong tt 2day, i thk i beta nt change it tis week.. 2day gt quite lot of hmk, lazy 2 go tt.. thurs la, i go on thurs)

i reli wasting my time..

i should b doin my hmk, revising my hmk, studying..
but i jus sitting here n blog-ing

haiz.. reli dun lik f6 life..
fed up vf it..

tis few day, reli nt in d mood..
whole body is so pain..
smtg lik muscle pain, but i din go 4 sport,
hw cum will muscle pain leh?
i oso dun noe y..
mayb bcoz of sickness gua..
at nite, cnt slp well,
kip coughing.. non-stop..
until my grandpa complain bout it..
haiz..

d pain make me cnt concentrate..
even nw, i saw few star above..
everythg jus lik having few shadow..
blink blink jor..
haiz..
when cn i recover???

i hate med..
i hate 2 b..
sick

random

dun reli feel gud tis few days...

haven fully recover..
at 1st sore-throat, then fever, then coughing..
till nw.. still coughing..

skul started 1week.. everyday so bc, full of hmk, tt
tis year, my tt all crush 2gether, i dun noe hw will i die vf it..
f6 life making me frustrated..

last nite, having a nightmare..
quite sumtime i din hav nightmare..
but last nite, it came 2 me..
cnt reli rmb d dream..
jus noe my heartbeat is damn so fast after i awake from d dream..
i cry without noe-ing..
my pillow is wet..
d shirt is wet.. sweat.. sweat make my shirt wet..
bcoz of tat, i kip coughing..
heartbeat is fast..
so scare.. middle of d nite.. i m d oli 1 hu awake..

1st thg i thk.. is he..
i use 2 call him whenever i hav nightmare..
he always ans my phone vf his slping mode..
nw.. he is no more there 4 me..
eventhough i wish 2 call him..
i noe, he is slp.. n he wun b able 2 ans my phone anymore..
mayb, he refuse 2 do so..
me n he.. totally off..

even d birthday wishes.. none of 1 is from him..
he oso dun even reply my msg anymore..
mayb i reli nid 2 4get him..
remove him from my memories..

jus lik bleach.. memories of nobody..

wtf

arrrrrrrrrrgggggggg....
stupid com.. stupid pps...
i should put password 4 my com..
shouldnt let she touch it..
arrrrrrrrrggggggg.....

kek sei me la....

AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGG...

1st

tis is my 1st post 4 2010
but...
i goin 2 rite bout my 2009 ^^

erm.. let me refresh bk 1st..
begining of d year, i working..
kindergarden, TST cafe, Etude Hse..
4 d 1st time, in so such short time, i work at 3 diff place..

1st, kindergarden as helper, act is kindergarden + child care..
d kids r so cute.. esp d twins, i miss them alot..
but tis job is quite bored.. so i jus work 4 1 month, then i ran away after i found d job at TST cafe.. hehe

2nd, TST cafe as waitress..
i met alot of ppl,
my boss: miss Au, n miss Lee
miss lee geh bro, mr.o
then d waiter n waitress over there, kar hoe, ah dean, si huei, ah boon.. n etc..
ahhh.. n miss lee geh nephew.. tat 2 little kids.. haha, i miss them 2..
tats alot thg hapen btw all of us 2..
lik v always hang out vf them..
kbox, yum cha, new year party, pangkor trip, countdown.. n mani mani more..
even TST cafe is nt there anymore, but i will nvr 4get it..
tis is a place tat let me met vf they..

3rd, Etude hse as bc..
here, i met RITA, N suki..
Rita, a jie jie 4 me, a best frenz 4 me..
at 1st.. nt reli frenz vf her, i though she is a gang vf A ( a gal tat work 2gether, i dun wan 2 mention hu is her, sum1 will noe hu is her, n it is enuf 4 her 2 noe it)
i dun reli lik A, but v still frenz la..
but i thk v no longer cn b frenz after working at etude hse..( u wil und it, if u noe wat hapen, if u dun, then jus 4get bout it)
at 1st, rita veli frenz vf her.. until 1day, i discover sumthg.. so surprise..
act rita dun reli lik her..
erm.. then sum incident hapen.. tats reli hurt me..
cnt imagine, mygroup of best frenz r those kind of ppl... ( i mean A, nt rita)
suan liao, dun wan talk bout it..
lets hav sum fun thg..
erm.. i went kl vf rita n wai hong (rita's bro) 2days 1 nite..
v went 2 college.. ask sum info..
but in d end, 4 me.. 2 expensive jor.. (tats y i in form6 nw)
then v went shoping vf her
v bought d converse shoe .. i lik it so muc.. muaxxxx my converse
n i rmb v watch harry potter in d midnite b4 slp, vf a mask on our face.. haha..
Rita, i miss u.. seldom contact vf her, since skul start..

erm.. after tat, skul start..
form6 life..
sufer
tough
but..
FUN
form6 cn play in class while teacher nt in class,
cn blow water untill sam tet having heavy float..haha
n mani mani thg 2..

L6F2, my class
ttw as class monitor.. asst oli but luk lik d monitor..
ljh is d real monitor.. but luk lik asst, haha
me ar? asst oli, as a pasu.. haha
then csy as tres.. a tall man.. haha
n mani more ar, lazy 2 mention all..
5s5 d oli gt me, sum n san san..
but later on, san san ran 2 UTP jor..

then in f6, i enter MKT, VAD7, n basketball
i oso dun noe y i enter basketball, kena tipu jor.. but nvm la, oso quite gud..
those junior.. quite helpful, esp cambry.. he reli help me alot.. 10x ya.. haha ^^
then MKT, quite cacat geh 'club'
meeting dun luk lik meeting, aiya, shui bian la.. tat ttw c+dan talk abit then i write report then jiu done my job geh la..
then VAD7, erm.. almost same as MKT.. but diff d is my job, finally i m nt d sec..

then f6 still hav wat leh..
erm.. lets talk bout d sixth form nite la..
HSM.. our class theme..
at 1st, i should b dancing couple dance vf liyong, but sumthg hapen tat coz me dance vf d balls.. haha
nvm la, dance vf bals oso nt bad ma, almost same as my f5 dinner nite d perfo..
erm.. then i take photo vf chai xinyi tat nite ar.. i stil rmb wat she say, "nvm la, dim hav its own beauty" wow.. so yeng, i lik it..
oh ya, 6th form nite, let me met vf my asam hse d collegea, hohee n ah leng.. haha.. so hapi.. then in dec, i went kl vf them, i reli hav fun.. i went 2 M.O.S haha, cnt imagine it leh..
i went 2 M.O.S leh.. haha.. ( i thk i wil post bout tis trip, if i gt d mood n time, haha)
reli hapi in tis trip.. exp 4 sumthg.. :)

erm.. nxt.. exam.. damn, i hate exam, as every1 does..
i almost failed my che n fz..
reli wanna die..
suan liao, i oso dun wish 2 scold highm jus wish it pass jiu cn liao..
4 me, i dun reli aim 4 STPM
i reli din aim 4 anythg, nt lik last time.. i reli aim 4 my spm, pmr..
haiz.. suan la...

then.. through out d year, mani thg hapen in my class..
erm..
badminton...
kbox, ttw curi d blanket..
bbq at nicole hse..
pangkor trip (view my previous post or my di di [houreyn] d blog)
10x u guys 4 celebrating my birthday during d trip..
haha.. reli luv u gals n guys.. (nt tat king of lov, but btw frenz geh love, dun misund)
n mani mani more..

4 d 1st time, i lik my class so muc..
reli lik tis class (mayb is love)
L6F2, i love u..

but 2 sad, tis class may nt b so fun in 2010..
nvm la, i thk d spirit of L6F2 will stil vf us, no matter which class v in...
( by d way, wat s spirit of L6F2?) hehe :p

erm.. anymore???
dun noe ar.. post it 1st la, if wan 2 tambah anythg jiu post it nxt time la..