Thursday, October 11, 2012

just a random one


this is just a random post, 
just because I don't feel sleepy, don't feel like want to sleep yet, 
start to be weird, when there is time for me to sleep, I'm not sleep, 
but crapping here.
2 posts in a day, what a special day

I have not blog for such a long time, 
currently is busying with many things, 
clubs, organization, sport, academic, health..
still finding the balance point, 
feeling myself have over the limit.
kindle lost in the middle, once again

lost in the middle,
where should I go, what should I do, is this what I really want

is this consider emo? 
who knows..

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

In the end

放棄便算好麼 我可以一個
過去連隨在這剎那掠過
叫我再次渴切觸摸
開口的總不應該是我
即使都心知再不可
但是你一天不告別
我一天也願 ​​​​會結更美的果

這晚你決定了麼 
原來是說出是你我也做錯
對你對我也似個 枷鎖
只好親手將鎖弄破
方可把彼此看清楚
但是你這一些領悟
也只可以令你好過

我沒能力再問為何
你放棄我有何不可
曾被愛火 激烈燒過
如何能回頭再找真我
明日你有氣力愛過
我會有什麼

不敢想得太多
誰能料這是結果
回首你舊時是愛過我
沒愛過 也沒法弄清楚


不管傾出幾多
仍然是 這樣結果
何必編織那一起的夢
雙手給我 悔不當初
簡簡單單一個

那怕是真的有些領悟
都不會再令我好過