the gift

I’ve been a walking heartache

I’ve made a mess of me

The person that I’ve been lately

Ain’t who I wanna be

But you stay here right beside me

And watch as the storm blows through

And I need you

Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs

God gave me you for the days of doubt

And for when I think I lost my way

There are no words here left to say, it’s true

God gave me you

Gave me you

There’s more here than what we’re seeing

A divine conspiracy

That you, an angel lovely

Could somehow fall for me

You’ll always be love’s great martyr

And I’ll be the flattered fool

And I need you

God gave me you for the ups and downs

God gave me you for the days of doubt

And for when I think I lost my way

There are no words here left to say, it’s true

God gave me you

On my own I’m only

Half of what I could be

I can’t do without you

We are stitched together

And what love has tethered

I pray we never undo

Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs

God gave me you for the days of doubt

God gave me you for the ups and downs

God gave me you for the days of doubt

And for when I think I lost my way

There are no words here left to say, it’s true

God gave me you, gave me you.

He gave me you.

lies

When I close my eyes I think of you
And the times we've had been through 
Even though we're far apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me
How you've made my world complete
But now I'm left alone

We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'd love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you

I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories

I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies.

puzzle

突然觉得，

人， 是脆弱的个体..

每个人，在他人生中，

手上都拿着一片一片的拼图，

有名为亲情的，有名为友情的，也有名为爱情的拼图

在我们的人生中， 

我们不断在寻找，凑齐我们手上的拼图

其中，最容易找到， 凑齐并扩展的，

应该是亲情的这一张拼图

无论什么时刻， 第一时间站出来，协助你的， 安慰你的，

永远是家人

也是名为亲情的这张拼图

再来，就是友情的拼图

这是一张可以很大，也可以很小的拼图

由你自己来决定

有的人，他们的拼图很小，可能就像我们小时候玩的拼图那样，

只有那么的两三张

有的人， 他们的拼图很大，很复杂，就像那一万张的拼图一样，

需要很长的时间，可能还需要某些特别的能力，才能够拼成

最后，是一张，

最寻找的拼图， 

这是一张只有两张的拼图，

无论多一张，或少一张都不能

很多人，也因为这一张拼图而受伤，

可是，也有很多人因为它而感到幸福

这张的拼图，一旦合成，就会和亲情的拼图二合为一

其实，凑齐这些拼图不难，

难的是要如何维持，不让它散落...

我的拼图，

我依然还在寻找着...

你的拼图，

完成了吗？

tons of surprise

i hav a memorable birthday, on my 20th birthday,

ya, i officially 20

thanks to those rmb my birthday, those hu celebrate for me, those hu sang me a birthday song, those hu send me cake or present, 

thanks alot.. 

thanks to my v.p, christine hu acc me for d appointment, 

my 1st appointment, 

thanks for d cake she gav me

thanks

thanks to my CNY teamates, 

thanks for d surprise, 

thanks for d cake, 

although i oredi veli tired on tat time, but afta d surprise,

i gain energy..

thanks 

thanks to terwei, Nicolas, eng sing, 

hu gave me mentos, cloud 9, n meteors

thanks, din expect u guys will rmb my birthday.. 

thanks

thanks to sky, Jacqueline, christine, joan

thanks for d birthday song, 1st time celebrating in USM n so mani ppl including stranger sang it, 

bit paiseh.. ~^.^~

thanks

thanks to tong mei, siew yin, lee jin, n bei bei, 

thanks for d surprise, reli din expect dao u all wil hide in my room, til so late

since every1 is sick

sorry..

u gals reli gv me a big surprise.. thanks for d cake n d coke..

thanks

thanks to william hu belanja me overtime, 

thanks to evan hu fetch me hum..

reli hav a great birthday, a memorable birthday i ever hav

thank you so much 

* u all reli noe me so well, all i get is my favourable..

coke, cheese cake, chocolate..

but dunno y terwei bought me mentos, i dun eat mentos geh.. =p

but nvm, i wil stil eat it.. thanks u all 

 n i hav a great day today, thanks to hoe hoe, fok, tien eek..
n my bestie, peiyen..
thanks for d starbucks, although d starbucks is late jor bit =p
thanks for d sing k session..
thanks

thanks alot, i feel great to hav u all as my frenz
love u all

*no wonder i gain weight, everythg related to me is food =p

lukin at d sky, wishin there is a meteor

对不起， 我想放弃了

有点累了，有点倦了
这个决定会是对的决定吗？


对与错，
又要如何识别


似乎，从一开始就错了
那又有什么是对的呢


有点后悔， 可一切都太晚
已经没有回头的余力


你明明知道我讨厌等的感觉， 
你却让我等你


对不起，我想放弃了

如果哪天我把头发给剪短

那大概是我放弃的时候了

I can be tough I can be strong

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all


I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head


You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here


It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth, is that I really miss


What I'd do to have you here

d blue blue sky

wondering is d sky blue 2day?
2day is nt a good day 4 me..

where r u when i nid u?
i couldnt find u

r u ok?
i m fine, at least i will b..

是雷神爱上雨神，
还是雨神爱上雷神？

是变得爱哭了，
还是变得感性了？