Tuesday, November 17, 2009
九年， 从小学进入这个球队到现在已经有九年了。 这九年，对我来说并不长， 可是也不短。 九年的时光对某些人来说， 或许是很长... 但对我来说， 一点也不长， 甚至觉得不够长，不够多。 这九年的时间， 让我得到了与她们的友情。
让我舍不得放弃，离开球队的也是这份友情。 曾经， 我觉得很累， 身心都很累。每天睡醒时，都发现眼角边的泪痕， 到底是梦里哭， 还是睡前哭的？谁晓得...
曾经时间， 每个training我都迟到， 对这个球队已经感到厌倦了。 努力了这么多年，什么也没有，剩下的就只有这份友情。
但， 现在的我开始怀疑这份友谊的真实性有多少？100%？ 50%？ 又或许更少...
她们真的是好朋友？一次又一次的相信... 一次又一次的背叛... 一次又一次的欺骗...
我应该相信她们吗？还是让现在的这样成为我们的终点？
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r u really sure that they r not reliable??i think that u never open up urself to them....u dont trust them in the beginning..that's y u have doubts about the friendship between u and them...juz throw away the bad thinkings about them...and evaluate them again....wat can i say is...they r not as bad as u think...they might be good in some ways...which u havent discover...i noe that u r having bad time...and tend to be pessimistic...juz try to change ur perspective about the netball ppl that u mentioned...i believe u all have been for 9 years....9 years is not a short time...in fact it's a long time...u r 18...and u spent almost half of the time of ur life on them....it shows how important they r to u...and it can be the same to them...u r important to them as well...they dont want to lose u too...juz try to change ur thinkings about them....i believe they r not as bad as u said....if they betrayed u...then how can the friendship still stands still for 9 years?
dun use they, if u r one of them.. jus show urself..
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