again and again

c, again..
i m wrong again
wats d matter,
i jus dun lik 2 stay at hum

y mus i stay at hum?
stay at hum 2 let u all scold,
let u all put ur temper on me?

enuf dy,
i cnt stand it anymore,
do u all reli care bout me?
do u all noe i m nt hapi?
do u all noe i m tired of all d stuff?

i dun noe y m i studying..
i dun even noe wat m i doin..
m i doin wat i wan 2 do?

i noe u all will b hapi,
coz he is cumin bek tmw..
do u all noe,
sumtime, i hate him
i m beta than him..
but yet, u all love him more,
coz he is d oli son..
(wat if i m nt a gal, but a guy)

last time, u all used 2 say i useless,
but afta i score in my pmr n spm,
afta i score beta than him,
i m still useless..
wats theory is it,
i wish 2 noe..

do u all noe y m i tired of study..
i dun noe y m i studyin,
m i study 4 my own,
i dun noe,
wat i noe, i m nt studyin wat i wan..

no matter wat i do,
no matter hw gud m i,
he is still beta 4 u all,

tired,

but,
slpless nite