p.a tutorial

2day, i skip my p.a tutorial...
4 d 1st time, i ponteng class..
last time in amc, i din try tis b4...
i m a gud student
(jus pretending)

in amc,
i gt 'ponteng class' b4,
but gt reason d...
i nid 2 go out of d class 2 do sumthg...

but 2day,
i jus simply skip it...
(nw in sam tet, so no nid 2 obey rules)
n went 2 parade vf him
he luk nt hapi 4 tis few days...
i m worry bout him...

raining nw,
he go hum by bus...
he sure get wet,
i cnt msg him n call him...
tis is our promise
no call, no msg until d exam is over...
(but i break d promise ytd, bcoz of sum incident)

haiz... wat cn i do 2 make him blif in me...
but i dun even blif myself, hw cn i make him blif me...
mayb sum time will help me 2 do so...
mayb...

i miss him...

'died'-line

full of hmk...
federal math almost killed me...
it take almost 1hr 2 solve 1q...
haiz, tis is wat s stupid do...
so, dun b stupid
(but i m one of them, haha)

sien la...
everyday oso d same,
ntg different...
everyday is filled vf bc...
bc, bc, bc n bc...
(there's ntg beside bc)

another few weeks,
exam
reli wanna die liao
(perhaps, nt wanna die liao, is died)

sad la...
19th of aug...
'dead'-line = exam
exam = 'dead'-line

pls dun apply ur anger on me

wat hapen btw both of u,
is d problem btw u 2

it is nt my problem...
so pls dun put ur anger on me...

dun u noe wat is innocent?
so dun involve d innocent into ur own problem...
blek...

our 1st day

11.07.09

another 11th, haha... it reli freaky
i reli lik tis day, but i reli din noe our 1st day is 11th..
it reli a big surprise 4 me, when i noe tat day is 11th..
haha...

every1 sure get connected vf 11th,
no matter d past tense or d present tense,
so freak..

tats y,
i keep on laughing when i knew tat day is 11th,
u keep on asking y m i laughing,
but i din tell u d reason...
haha, it reli so funny...

11th
i will always rmb tis day n tis number...

do u noe?

do u noe y m i angry jus nw?
i bet u dunnoe...

i m angry vf u, do u noe it?
u r d 1 hu ask me enter chess club,
but wat u hav did in d end?
u r nt entering chess club, u tell me...
u r goin 2 club buddha..
coz u dun wan 2 c ur club jus gone down lik tat, u wan 2 rescue it..
so, u r nt entering chess club...
then hw bout me, i enter chess club bcoz of u,
but u...
u reli make me angry...

at 1st, i m nt angry... but after entering library,
i reli almost got mad on u...
at1st, v say go library 2 discuss bout d game
but where hav u go?
ya, u r in d library...
but in d PPS room, i dun noe wat u doin inside,
wat i noe is
i reli ANGRY...

4.25pm, u finally cum n sit bside me
u din say a word...
u jus care about d nomination of d librarian com
i reli angry, i jus continue 2 do my hmk without chating vf u
u din noe i m in bad mood
then...
i jus throw my pen n keep my thg a side
n start discuss vf u
u finally noe it...

but wat d funny is, u dunnoe wat m i angry bout
u jus ask me y?
hu make me so?

do u noe, i reli wan 2 ans
YOU ARE THE ONE LAH
but i din...

y i should do so, hu m i 2 scold u...
4 u, i m jus...
NOTHING