tons of surprise

i hav a memorable birthday, on my 20th birthday,

ya, i officially 20

thanks to those rmb my birthday, those hu celebrate for me, those hu sang me a birthday song, those hu send me cake or present, 

thanks alot.. 

thanks to my v.p, christine hu acc me for d appointment, 

my 1st appointment, 

thanks for d cake she gav me

thanks

thanks to my CNY teamates, 

thanks for d surprise, 

thanks for d cake, 

although i oredi veli tired on tat time, but afta d surprise,

i gain energy..

thanks 

thanks to terwei, Nicolas, eng sing, 

hu gave me mentos, cloud 9, n meteors

thanks, din expect u guys will rmb my birthday.. 

thanks

thanks to sky, Jacqueline, christine, joan

thanks for d birthday song, 1st time celebrating in USM n so mani ppl including stranger sang it, 

bit paiseh.. ~^.^~

thanks

thanks to tong mei, siew yin, lee jin, n bei bei, 

thanks for d surprise, reli din expect dao u all wil hide in my room, til so late

since every1 is sick

sorry..

u gals reli gv me a big surprise.. thanks for d cake n d coke..

thanks

thanks to william hu belanja me overtime, 

thanks to evan hu fetch me hum..

reli hav a great birthday, a memorable birthday i ever hav

thank you so much 

* u all reli noe me so well, all i get is my favourable..

coke, cheese cake, chocolate..

but dunno y terwei bought me mentos, i dun eat mentos geh.. =p

but nvm, i wil stil eat it.. thanks u all 

 n i hav a great day today, thanks to hoe hoe, fok, tien eek..
n my bestie, peiyen..
thanks for d starbucks, although d starbucks is late jor bit =p
thanks for d sing k session..
thanks

thanks alot, i feel great to hav u all as my frenz
love u all

*no wonder i gain weight, everythg related to me is food =p

lukin at d sky, wishin there is a meteor

对不起， 我想放弃了

有点累了，有点倦了
这个决定会是对的决定吗？


对与错，
又要如何识别


似乎，从一开始就错了
那又有什么是对的呢


有点后悔， 可一切都太晚
已经没有回头的余力


你明明知道我讨厌等的感觉， 
你却让我等你


对不起，我想放弃了

如果哪天我把头发给剪短

那大概是我放弃的时候了

I can be tough I can be strong

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all


I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head


You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here


It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth, is that I really miss


What I'd do to have you here

d blue blue sky

wondering is d sky blue 2day?
2day is nt a good day 4 me..

where r u when i nid u?
i couldnt find u

r u ok?
i m fine, at least i will b..

是雷神爱上雨神，
还是雨神爱上雷神？

是变得爱哭了，
还是变得感性了？

is uni life boring?

it 12smtg midnite, surprise by y i m nt slpin rite?
coz i slp jus nw, from 8smtg til 9smtg.. then i slp at 9smtg til 7smtg last nite..
i thk my uni life is occupied by slp..

other than tat, i m jus bc-ing register tis mail, tat website, tis tutorial, tat class, tis assignment, tat project..
reli pengsan, ask us register, but no where 4 us to register,
4 example, i hav went to my lecturer room everyday, jus 2 c hav he paste d empty paper out of his room for us to register d tutorial class.
dai lou, do u noe i everyday hav 2 walk from veli far to reach ur room, jus 2 register ur tutorial,
but,jus 2 paste a piece of empty paper outside ur room, u oso lazy 2 do so..
luckily there r bus, if nt everyday i hav 2 walk about 30mins to reach ur office, memang patah kaki

such a boring life,
no entertainment, no you tube, no fb game, n most important, NO PPS,
hw cn they do tis 2 me,
i'm goin 2 die without pps, i miss 1piece, fairy tails.. n mani more..
hw cn u do tis 2 me T.T

conclude la,
in d end, i dunno wat m i writing..
mayb i jus wan 2 make myself tired, then i cn go slp

n 4 d Q, is uni life boring?
i hav no idea,
should i say i hav no cooment, speechless?
hu knows..
i thk i'm jus wasting my time at d moment, hope it wil turns better in future

wish every1 enjoys ur life to d max.. cheers

d(^.^)b

welcoming d new life

2day d sky is grey
mayb it noe i m leaving (self-loving)
i lik tis kind of weather, 
d grey colour


leaving ipoh 2day, vf a big big luggage, 
due to d slpin bag n pillow, 
act my cloths jus occupied 10% of space jek..
but my luggage is big, large, huge(dun b surprise, if u c it tmw, =p)
no choice, coz i m using my bro 1, 
wic he bring 2 UNIMAS last time, so cn u imagine hw big wil it b..


dun b surprise, y m i stil able 2 on9 2nite, 
i at my bro "hostel" (juru, sum where in buterworth)
so call hostel, it is a hse..
a nice hse, wic dun luk lik a hostel at all
hw nice if USM hostel oso d same as my bro working "hostel"
air-con, single room..
most important is HEATER
i would die without heater..
T_T hw could i bath in d early morning, without heater..
FREEZE 


bit gan zhiong bout tmw tim
UNI LIFE
hw would it b?
wil it lik those uni life in drama, but those r at taiwan, japan, korea, USA, england..
M'SIA UNI LIFE, 
cn u imagine it? i cnt lo..
hw muc i wish i could go taiwan
but no use dy la.. nw pack my broken heart, prepare 4 local uni la
tmw wil b a BIG day


all d best 2 those hu is goin USM, no matter is main campus, engineering campus, or health campus
enjoy it to d max( 4myself n every1)


4 those oredi start their orientation 
lik sokyan, munyee 
lik samyoong, lianshen, junyean,wong xiong, n ETC (especially F2-ians)
gambateh.. all d best to every1,


most important, should b 
KEEP IN TOUCH
=)


time 2 bed, good nite n sweet dream to hu ever reading tis

the night is crying

The rain just now has stoppedThe smell of asphalt is floating around the city

Hey, over there too, the weather is fine already right?
For the weather has cleared up from the west

Since you’re not a morning person
Everyday, will you be able to wake up properly?
I’m still worried about things like that

The spreading sky, the freedom
Although neither of them has changed
Right now, just that… it’s only just that you are not by my side

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We’ll be able to understand each other

Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, definitely
An important STEP to that future

The first time I met you was
Around this season right?
The light up street was
Glowing beautifully

Everyone lives, carrying his own worry
Desperately holding his broken heart

Let me hear you voice
If we become more kind
We’ll be able to love each other
Don’t avert my eyes

Let me hear your voice
Let’s get over those entwined anxieties and loneliness
The feelings of this moment become our bond

Yeah, Since you went away hasn’t been the same
In my heart all I got is pain
Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can’t maintain

Sunlight moonlight you lit my life realize in the night
while love shines bright
Cant let you go we’re meant forever baby let me know

This past without you, Can’t forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing you touch

Nights get long and it’s hard to clutch
We’re apart breaks my heart

一句我等你，不知道需要多大的勇氣。

它遠比我愛你三個字，更需要勇氣。

不是每個人你都願意等待，也不是所有人都值得你去等待。

一句我等你，包含了很多的無奈，心酸，苦澀。

或許是愛不到，或許是不能愛，

我等你這個承諾，遠比我愛你更動聽。

可是有多少的愛情經得起等待……

the night is so lonely

The words I’m saying right now, I don’t know if they’ll hurt you
They’ll probably make you hate me forever
You, saying that I’m not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue
This changed me is a stranger to myself as well
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
I don’t know
I want to find myself now

Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

You didn’t do anything wrong, I’m the strange one
It seems I’ve already been prepared long ago, for our breakup
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I’m confronted by love
I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
I don’t know
I want to find myself now

Cuz I’m just another girl
This night is lonely, I
Can’t take any more, Good bye
Cuz I’m just another girl
I’m so lonely
Even though I’m by your side right now
Baby I’m so lonely
Lonely lonely lonely lonely

幸福决定权

不要一味地认为你没能给我幸福， 没能让我快乐，

我的幸福决定权不在你那里，

我幸不幸福，开不开心，由我自己决定

有时候，短短的一则留言，

就可以让我安心

不知道，是我最害怕的答案

一个月的期限，还有很长

你还可以考虑

如果你还想继续，

我会等你

可是，如果你累了，

请你告诉我，我会放手

但我知道，我要放下你了，也是因为你

我只是对自己不肯定，

所以才想从你口中得到你对我的肯定

black vs brown

the black vs the brown

wic is beta?

i prefer side fringe more

wat do u thk?

sorry 4 d bad quality of d photo

=p

why can’t I do the same

I must have more tears than I thought

How could it be like this?

I let you go while smiling then

I’m not like other girls

I can’t be too cunning like them

I can’t meet anyone else

Because I can only think of you

You don’t have to listen to my nagging anymore

But you can’t become skinnier than you are now

Please make sure you eat

What should I do ? I keep missing you

I miss being in your arms already

I still like you

Why did we separate?

Maybe you feel the same way I do

Maybe you’re also crying

I hope you feel pain just like I do

And come back to me again

You must be living like nothing’s happened

I can understand that

In a way, that suits you better

You said I was number one on your speed dial

Over time, it will be filled

by other girlfriend’s numbers

We used to spend the night talking those stories

You used to want to be with me always that promise

I tried to erase them but it’s not working well

Foolishly, my tears keep coming

Already I want to go find you

You’re starting to forget me already

So why can’t I do the same

结局

如果离别是最后的结局

我不想没有道别

tony tony chopper aka 1piece

the cutest character in 1piece

~tony tony chopper~

Tony Tony Chopper is the doctor of the Straw Hat Pirates. Chopper is a reindeer that consumed the Devil fruit, Hito Hito no Mi. He comes from Drum Island, which makes him the only member of the Straw Hat Pirate Crew who was born on the Grand Line. He is the sixth member of the crew and the fifth to join, as well as being the youngest member on board.

chopper is saying hi to every1 (~ ^.^ ~)

shhhhhh.. chooper is reading, v beta dun disturb him..

Beethoven chopper

captain chopper

chopper man

he is asking for ur hug..

lets giv him a hug

ahhhh... dun slp on me.. ahhhh

( i thk i wil hav sweet dream forever if i using tis pillow)

i wan tis set of tupperware..kawaiii

luffy's smile is so charming.. is so powerfull

~the end~

erase

Burning the two photographs of us
One, two, erasing the memory collected

The pouring rain I cannot see before one
Put it all to the side,

wishing, hoping to not walk there

Difficultly standing, trembling horribly like on the edge of a cliff
Folding my small two hands to pray

Neither a tear comes down
Crying, not being able to be me

Our separation is but a dream, I will know it’s hanging there
Why is it so hard to wake up

My heart filled with gashes,

the deep wounds make me want to hate you
Burning photographs, erasing from my heart,

forget all the memories

天空.海洋.心情

今天的天空有点灰

就如我今天的心情

心情是因为天空而灰

还是天空因心情而灰

到底天空的蓝比较蓝

还是海洋的蓝比较蓝

最近， 总觉得自己越来越弱了，

身体总是不听话，

生病的次数变多了

经常伤风，经常头痛，

流鼻血也就快把我身上的血给流完了，

现在连肚子痛也找上门来了...

想你，

想打给你，

可不想失望

也怕会给你带来困扰

我现在不祈求什么了，

我只想晚上可以好好的睡一觉...

IRIS

here is it

IRIS

(i personally thk iris is muc more better than athena)

The main cast of Iris, clockwise from top left:

Lee Byung-hun, Kim Tae-hee, Jung Joon-ho, T.O.P, Kim Seung-woo, and Kim So-yeon.

again, d two pretty in tis movie

Kim Tae-hee(left) as Choi Seung-hee and Kim So-yeon(right) as Kim Seon-hwa

by comparing tis pic, i thk Kim Tae-hee is prettier,

but 4 movie, i prefer Kim So-yeon,

she is so so so so soCOOOOOOOOOL

jus ingore d guy.. focus on her enuf dy

i tis pic d most

her hair, n make up is so attractive to me

i wish i cn cut my hair as her =p

taadaa,

he is T.O.P as Vick,

a menber of my favourable korean group- Big bang

~the end~

tats all

hope u all lik tis

Athena: goddess of war

recently i watchin a drama name " Athena: goddess of war"

(a spin-off of 2009's Iris, i thk i wil blog about iris in my nxt post)

i prefer tis pic more than d pic above, tis more..

(i found tat my heart is bit large, nvm la since there are many thg tat i luv =p)

The main cast of Athena,

clockwise from top left:

Kim Min-jong, Soo Ae, Jung Woo-sung,Choi Si-won,Cha Seung-won,Lee Ji-ah.

about d summary, i wun say it out here,

if u interest on it, jus watch it

n i sure u will fall in love in it..

dun noe y, i lik those female actress more than d male actress

here r them

Lee Ji-ah as Han Jae-hui

Soo Ae as Yoon Hye-in

which do u prefer? i prefer her..

she is so cool

d 1st time i post so mani pic in my blog,

hope u all wil lik tis, feel free 2 comment..

你最近好吗？

在这个夜里，我想你了…

好久没想你了，这会是个好现象吗？

已经有很长的一段时间没有听到你的消息 ，

有人问我，你到底怎么了，怎么了没看见你上面子书了…

其实我也不知道，难道我看起来像是什么都知道吗？

有时候，真的会很火的…尤其是心情不是很美丽的时候。

你最近过得好吗 ？考试顺利吗？

我想你应该习惯了吧

你没有再交功课了，忙成了你的理由 。

我也不再交功课了，不想交是我的理由 …

有时候，不想交功课，和没有做功课是两回事…

我将要进入新的生活了，

不一样的环境，不一样的人类

不一样的我..

敬请期待

对了，我打算把我的头发烫直，

然后，如果有勇气， 我大概会把它给染上

=)

i hate 2 b sick

ya, i thk every1 wil b agree vf me, hate 2 b sick..

but i m a person hu owes sick,

i thk flu do visit me at least once a week

sum ppl tell me, they prefer flu more than fever or coughing,

but i totally dun agree lo

4 me, i prefer fever, at least i cn slp n breath well

but nt flu, having flu is so suffer..

recently, i notice my lvl of flu is getting serious,

it no longer recover in 1day,

n tear start 2 drop without control..

mayb sum of u may nt und, y tear drop when havin flu

ya, i hav tis kind of problem,

whenever i havin flu, ppl wil thk i m crying

sorry, i din cry lo, is d tear drop automatically gar..

i noe it sound weird

since i m small, d problem of "crying" oredi occur,

but i wun hav flu so often la, nt as often as now

but when i start exercises, afta i start 2 hav training

i wun "cry" so often, at least i no longer "cry" whenever i hav flu

until recently, i find out, i start to "cry" again..

sad lo

is there anyway 2 cure it?

i dun wan flu

i hate flu