sorry 4 nt understanding..
nvr understand, nvr thk of others
tis is wat i always did,
tis is y i kip hurtin others..

sorry
dun noe wat i hav did,
coz i nvr thk bout,
but i noe,
i m did wrongly

i always make mistake

when u nid me, i m nt there..
mayb, u dun nid me at all..

whenever i nid sum1, u r there 4 me,
but nw,
i dun noe is there any1 4 me anymore..

alone again..
but i used 2 it, last time
i wil used 2 it again, i thk..
mayb

i m worry,
scare,
but u no longer there

担心的，总算发生了
或许，早已发生了，
只是自己骗自己...

要继续， 还是停止

该这么办...

otokajo

11.34pm
time 2 slp
but i stil here

wastin my time..

cnt focus on study,
there is smtg distracting my mind..

it disturbing my lifestlye..
cnt concentrate on study,
cnt slp at nite,
cnt concentrate on everythg..
no matter wat i doin, it jus kip cuming 2 my mind,
n disturbing my mind..

wat should i do,
2 kip u away..

i thk i should kip myself away from u,
try nt 2 search 4 u
try nt 2 thk of u
mayb,
i should avoid any contact vf u
jus lik wat r u doin nw ( i thk u r.. )

try hard, but i failed