christmas countdown

sukfun, me, jinliang, di di, hoe hoe, n leon..

leon n his gal gal

pretty gal (mrs. tan)

i use flash, so terwei cn b seen

my sha di di

d gals.. (me, xin yi, suk fun)

here sum pic 4 christmas countdown..
lazy 2 post ar..
so jus c d photo la...
*soli 4 posting it late..

hospital trip

yay.. finally..
i m bk
tis few day reli 2 bc jor...

erm.. lets start d story of my hosp trip

mon..
sukan tara.. 100m n 200m..
but its killed me..
bcoz of it.. my back pain cum 2 visit me again..
aiks..
so pain after i ran 4 200m...
so pain.. pain till i cry..
it reminds me bout when i m in form5, bone failure at leg..
same feeling..
pain till cry..
but d worst is when i went 2 d specialis.. it oredi close.. T.T
but in d end, i stil get 2 c doc la, coz i scare those aunty uncle..
they c me so sufer, so let me 1st..
hehe.. reli 10x alot ar.. aunty uncle.. thank you veli muci..
erm.. then mai again lo.. d doc still d same.. cc har, touch touch har..
then say masuk hospital la..

reli swt la..
always lik tat.. cc har, touch touch har then jiu okie liao...
tues i gt experiment nid 2 do ar.. hw 2 masuk woh..
suan liao.. in d end, i oso stay in hosp 4 TWO days..
damn boring..

tues..
d 1st day, hoe hoe n my gud di di cum 2 visit me..
haha.. then v blow water...(act is jus me n di di blow jek, hoe hoe luk so boring)
haha.. soli yay, hoe hoe..
by d way, reli 10x 4 visiting me... exp my di di.. 10x 4 d pineapple biscuit 2..
after they leave.. mr.o cum visit me vf KFC
haha.. yeah, i long time din eat fried thg.. but tat day i reli veli full..
so i jus ate a drumstick, then other mr.o fin it up..
oh ya, n d pepsi, i drank it.. (but i prefer coke)
y m i so full?
of coz la.. d hosp meal reli big size till tak boleh tahan... 3meal perday..
1 cup of milo 4 take med in 5am
breakfast.. 2slide bread, 1cup milo, 1 bowl of oat
lunch n dinner same...
rice vf 2 dishes n sup n fruit
then 11smtg, another cup of milo 4 med..
so imagine.. i reli get fat..
tats y i m so full...

then wat 2 i do during tis 2 days?
NTG... jus laying on d bed.. din move.. ( hw cnt i dun get fat, everyday eat n slp)
erm.. gt geh.. went 4 heat physio lo..
act is put a lava which is heaten on d place where u pain.. then let it heat it 4 half an hour..
(di di, tats y i still cn msg u when i having my physio)

ohya, another 'fun' thg,
my new born cousin sama sama masuk hospital vf me..
he having fever..
so kesian my aunty.. have 2 stay at hosp din slp 4 two days..
then v both discharge from hosp on wed..

*tat stupid corset tat surport d back cos me 200 bucks lo, tat dr reli makan air d la..

random

erm...quite plenty thg 2 say about.. but sort of time..
tis few days veli bc.. bc vf hmk, koko..
haiz.. n having sum problem vf my parent again.. ya, again..
haiz.. suan la.. dun talk bout it nw..

last week, wat hav i done leh?
erm... thurs went lunch vf fun jie.. n take d present i bought..
10x fun jie 4 acc me.. coz i no1 acc me, so charm..
tats y i ask fun jie skip ping pong, then acc me.. haha, wat a devil m i.. hehe..
anyways, reli 10x fun jie, muaxie..

then fri, hav lunch vf my di di n keng soon n 'ah yu' ( i dun noe his name, but i heard my di di called him fish) n another di di's frenz..
after lunch my di di sent me 2 tt, haha..
so gud, rite? of coz la, my di di ma, of coz gud la.. haha.. ( hapi mou? i praise u leh..)

then sat.. a bc day..
morning go lib.. then tt.. after tt rush hum 2 do my report all those thg..
y rush? coz at nite, i gt a gathering vf netball gang.. i have 2 done my work tis week..
report, surat perlantikan, detail, koloqium, hmk, tt.. wat a bc weekend..
feel lik wanna die jor.. my finger tiada perasaan d, coz kip typing.. T.T
when i rushing my work, sudenly my dad ask me 2 print out d invoice 4 him...
since i veli rush, so i quickly fin his thg la..
but wat i get is get scold... reli wtf d la...
where gt print cn put carbon paper n print d..
told him cnt, dun wan 2 listen d woh.. stil wan 2 scold me.. reli wtf..
after scolding me, stil wan 2 say if i dun wan 2 do, then dun do..
hey.. pls ar.. if i dun wan 2 do it ar, i wun choi u liao la..
do u noe my finger is so pain.. kip typing for tis few day..
i even fell dizzy when sit in front of d com..
bc-ing vf my stuft still nid 2 help u 2 do ur stuft..
in d end, u din even 1 thank you, but u jus scolded me..

tats y, tat day i reli nt in my mood..
after i go d netball gathering, i ask mr.o out 4 clubing..
v went 2 lush.. n i drank 2 cup of heineken..
n v 1am oli bak hum.. bk hum then hav a bath n continue vf my hmk..
2am slp..

act i feel beta d, after d gathering.. d mood feel beta d..
n when i met mr.o, even beta.. i thk i cn say i oredi ntg jor..
4 me, Mr.o is jus lik a bro.. a big bro..
he reli a gud guy..
whenever i nt hapi, i sure ask him out..
then after chat vf him, i sure b ntg d..
smtg v din chat, but v went 2 club..
listen 2 d music, c-ing others.. tat make me feel beta..
d cuming tues is mr.o birthday, so i wan 2 wish him hapi birthday..
n i wun 4get d present n d cake d la.. i thk i wil make d cake d cuming weekend.. then d present, c when v cum out again then i giv u la.. hehe..^^

then sun..
tt.. then bk hum, do hmk..
3smtg went 2 de classic n hav a hair cut..
nt bad.. i lik it..
then 6pm went jogging vf mr.o
act is i jog, he walk.. haha
old ppl is lik tat d la.. wakaka.. :p (hope he wun c tis)
after hum, bath, dinner, do hmk again.. (wat a life i having.. everyday hmk)

then nw i m siting here writing all tis stuf..
hehe.. n tis is my DAYS...

failure

damn shit..
i failed my jalan..
damn..
bcoz of d test i nid 2 skip my skul..
n i skip my chemi experiment lo..

in d end.. i failed jalan..
damn..
nxt week may nid 2 skip skul again 2 re-sit d test..

tat stupid testor wrote there, din check d light, d mirror, d signal..
damn.. i gt check lo,
his eyes ar, dun noe hw 2c d la..
i gt check then wrote i din check it..
reli damn fire.. when i saw it...
stupid PIG la..

mayb i should giv them $ 2 'bao',
gues wat my grandpa say, i totally agree vf it..
"aiya, u din giv $$, sure cnt pass d la, they all oso wan 2 'makan', haiz..
m'sia is lik tat d la, even d gov noe it, it still go on.. everywhere oso gt their ppl 'makan'..."
cold rite? totally agre vf my granpa, n tis is m'sia..
haiz..

disapointed

sad

wat a day..

another month passed..
11 of jan 2010..
2months d..

erm.. my day 4 11jan
stil d same... cnt slp well in d nite..
kip coughing.. although i take d med d..
haiz..

as usual, wake up in d morning.. prepare 2 go skul..
unwilling 2 do so..reli tired..slpy..

2day, having assemb.
d stupid prefex wake me up, coz i slp during it..
damn blink n tat time, but i din k bout it, kip slping..
then another fatty dummy wake me up again..
stupid, he say my fingernail is too long..
pls la, my fingernail long? do u noe wat is long anot? noe wats d diff btw long n short?
mine consider short la.. stupid..
he sure having eyesight pro.. ya lo, he wear spec..
he ask me 2 go out, fine lo.. i walk out..
suan la, since here is sam tet, no nid 2 scare bout d rules d la.. go out mai go out lo
haha, wat d pro is, d fatty dun hav fingernail cutter vf him..
aiyoyo, hw cn a prefex without a fingernail cutter geh?
he reli a dummy.. reli cah d la, sam tet
then d fatty ask 4 help from another prefex, d 1 di pecat geh (4get his name jor),
he oso dun hav.. haiz.. wat a 'discplin' society
then finally, he get help from d exco.. d dark 1
i veli bo song tat fatty, so i ask d exco, my fingernail veli long meh?
guess wat he say...
'aiya, u gar gar yi cut abit la'
swt la... wat a 'gud' prefex is he..
luckily he luk a bit handsum.. so tats ok,
but nt tat fatty..
tat fatty, nt handsum at all, a bit yong shui tim..
tats y i reli dun lik him..
wat a fatty is he..
(hehe, wat a evil m i.. ^^)

afta tat, went bk 2 class,
huray! etron din cum 2 skul.. extra free period.. haha
afta tat chemi, my head is cracking at tat time, totally dun und wat pn carries is teaching..
BLANK n BLINK **
afta tat, recess.. went 2 c miss chee, she ask me 2 c her during recess..
luckily nt a big deal, jus pass up d list 2 her jek..
then afta recess, p.a..
oh, reli sorry, mr.tan
i slp in his class again..
so sorry..(i reli tired.. n slpy, my head is so pain till lik almost burst..)
but i oso get wat he teach oso ma.. eventough i thk gt a bit wrong.. aiya, cdan la..
then last 3 period.. fz..
damn so long n boring..
again slp in class.. but i din slp all d way la...
i jus slp when pn yap discuss bout d Q..
i get it correct ma, i mai slp lo..
when she teach, i awake d..
then wen she giv d last 2 Q, i slp again..
afta i wake up, she had write out d whole Q jor.. then oli i copy..
haha.. i din miss out anythg yet..

then bell rang.. skul dismiss..
but yet, i cnt bk hum T.T
sukan pratice.. sien..
i in blue hse..
i wish 2 b in red.. i used 2 b in red since kindergarden..
i was late 4 d sukan pratice..
coz went 4 lunch vf my di di, jac, jin liang n lian jia jie at kopitiam..
erm.. almost 2.40 oli bak skul..
dun noe y, i suddenly cough til veli serious afta my lunch..
cough till i fell dizzy jor..
blink blink again..
it end b4 4pm... yeah.. tats mean i cn go bk hum earlier..
haha..

so, nw i m siting here bloging..
by d way, i should do my hmk 1st.. hehe..
aiya, nvm la, i do it later la..
(ohya, i din go 2 kcleong tt 2day, i thk i beta nt change it tis week.. 2day gt quite lot of hmk, lazy 2 go tt.. thurs la, i go on thurs)

i reli wasting my time..

i should b doin my hmk, revising my hmk, studying..
but i jus sitting here n blog-ing

haiz.. reli dun lik f6 life..
fed up vf it..

tis few day, reli nt in d mood..
whole body is so pain..
smtg lik muscle pain, but i din go 4 sport,
hw cum will muscle pain leh?
i oso dun noe y..
mayb bcoz of sickness gua..
at nite, cnt slp well,
kip coughing.. non-stop..
until my grandpa complain bout it..
haiz..

d pain make me cnt concentrate..
even nw, i saw few star above..
everythg jus lik having few shadow..
blink blink jor..
haiz..
when cn i recover???

i hate med..
i hate 2 b..
sick

random

dun reli feel gud tis few days...

haven fully recover..
at 1st sore-throat, then fever, then coughing..
till nw.. still coughing..

skul started 1week.. everyday so bc, full of hmk, tt
tis year, my tt all crush 2gether, i dun noe hw will i die vf it..
f6 life making me frustrated..

last nite, having a nightmare..
quite sumtime i din hav nightmare..
but last nite, it came 2 me..
cnt reli rmb d dream..
jus noe my heartbeat is damn so fast after i awake from d dream..
i cry without noe-ing..
my pillow is wet..
d shirt is wet.. sweat.. sweat make my shirt wet..
bcoz of tat, i kip coughing..
heartbeat is fast..
so scare.. middle of d nite.. i m d oli 1 hu awake..

1st thg i thk.. is he..
i use 2 call him whenever i hav nightmare..
he always ans my phone vf his slping mode..
nw.. he is no more there 4 me..
eventhough i wish 2 call him..
i noe, he is slp.. n he wun b able 2 ans my phone anymore..
mayb, he refuse 2 do so..
me n he.. totally off..

even d birthday wishes.. none of 1 is from him..
he oso dun even reply my msg anymore..
mayb i reli nid 2 4get him..
remove him from my memories..

jus lik bleach.. memories of nobody..