*i wrote tis few day ago.. com is repairing, so i draft it in my hp

(a)

i hurt mine n his...

it is broken nw..

it is reli pain..

do he noe it..

he is d 1st guy make me feel so..

(b)

hw deep i love u?

i wish i din love u b4..

at least i wun b suffering

u r a gud guy,

perhaps u r excellent

i fel lik i m nt deserve 2 get u, luv u...

i scare 1day u will found a better gal

n drop me..

u told me u wun, u will nvr do so..

bt i noe u say so bcoz u haven meet 1 nw..

perhaps u will 4get wat u hav say 2day when u meet her..

(c)

they will make us break up 1day,

tis is wat u say...

tis few day, i reli tired, sad..

2mani thg happen..

all crush 2gether..

i reli tired..

teardrops on my heart..

wat is goin on, my head is blank,

wat had teacher teach, i dun noe...

wat i noe, i m veli tired..

the words cum out from ur mouth

it make me worst..

my heart broken...

n i dun noe hw 2 repair it..

(d)

no matter hw mani gud nite u wish me,

it still does nt work..

i thought 6th form nite over, then all will over

but..

there still bbq, bio-trip

problems are endless..

he/ she/ me

hu broke it?
he? she? or myself?
cn u tell me..

wat hapen?
i dun noe..
i jus noe, my heart broken..

y it broke? hu broke it?
i dun noe..

wat had hapen..
i wish 2 noe..
i nvr been tis b4...
but y nw?
cn any1 tell me..

i wish i din love any1 b4
everythg jus bak 2 normal, i m still a cold-blooded

so bad...

ya, perhaps..
u shouldnt choi me,
i reli a bad gal..

mayb, u will b better, if i din ask 4 ur help..
i reli nt a gud frenz 2 b vf...

so, pls keep away from me...

i m sorry..
i lik d dress veli muc, reli.. if nt i wont buy it..
i din wear it.. coz tat morning, my frenz told me, there is a senior wearing it..

i does nt mean 2 hurt u..
i noe, u hurt.. u should blame on me..
i noe i m wrong, totally wrong...

i appreciate ur help,
tat day, if nt ur help, it wont b prefect...
u always b my best best frenz..
nvr nvr change..
even u dun wan me as ur frenz,
but still u r my best frenz, no matter wat happen..

i m sorry..

hapi hapi

it is 11smtg.. it almost 12am..
jus came bk from skul...
reli veli veli veli veli veli
HAPPY
(*infinity)

*i love u..

sad..

2day, i surpose goin out vf her...
but she din appear after half an hour...
i msg her, i called her..
but no reply, no ans..
wat hapen,
mayb she on d way d, traffic jam gua..
i think...

another 15 min passed,
i called her bro,
i ask him, do he saw his sis..
he say she jus infront of him...

he passed d phone 2 her...
n she say,
huh, tat day i say i nt sure d ma...
i jus cum bk from genting jek woh...

when i heard it, d 1st word i said is
huh, then nvm la, nvm la...

mayb she veli tired, i think...
after tat i msg her, is she free tmw, free 2 go out..
another no reply..
i called, another no answer..
mayb she tired till slp d.. i think
mayb she is bc-ing, i think

wat had hapen, pls..
cn any1 tell me...

is she hating me?

wondering

wondering...
wat i wondering?

alot woh..
lik..
wondering when cn i drive leh?
wondering y my result so bad leh?
wondering when cn i go kl leh?
wondering when do i free 2 go out vf rita n suki leh?
but wat make me wondering d most leh?

i wonder...
who r u?
freedom