春~ 夏~ 秋~ 冬

the gift

2012-01-31T20:56:00.002+08:00

I’ve been a walking heartache

I’ve made a mess of me

The person that I’ve been lately
Ain’t who I wanna be

But you stay here right beside me
And watch as the storm blows through
And I need you

Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you
Gave me you

There’s more here than what we’re seeing
A divine conspiracy
That you, an angel lovely
Could somehow fall for me
You’ll always be love’s great martyr
And I’ll be the flattered fool
And I need you

God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you

On my own I’m only
Half of what I could be
I can’t do without you
We are stitched together
And what love has tethered
I pray we never undo

Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you, gave me you.
He gave me you.

lies

2012-01-30T17:10:00.002+08:00

When I close my eyes I think of you
And the times we've had been through
Even though we're far apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me
How you've made my world complete
But now I'm left alone

We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'd love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you

I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories

I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies.

puzzle

2012-01-25T17:15:00.002+08:00

突然觉得，

人，是脆弱的个体..

每个人，在他人生中，

手上都拿着一片一片的拼图，

有名为亲情的，有名为友情的，也有名为爱情的拼图

在我们的人生中，

我们不断在寻找，凑齐我们手上的拼图

其中，最容易找到，凑齐并扩展的，

应该是亲情的这一张拼图

无论什么时刻，第一时间站出来，协助你的，安慰你的，

永远是家人

也是名为亲情的这张拼图

再来，就是友情的拼图

这是一张可以很大，也可以很小的拼图

由你自己来决定

有的人，他们的拼图很小，可能就像我们小时候玩的拼图那样，

只有那么的两三张

有的人，他们的拼图很大，很复杂，就像那一万张的拼图一样，

需要很长的时间，可能还需要某些特别的能力，才能够拼成

最后，是一张，

最寻找的拼图，

这是一张只有两张的拼图，

无论多一张，或少一张都不能

很多人，也因为这一张拼图而受伤，

可是，也有很多人因为它而感到幸福

这张的拼图，一旦合成，就会和亲情的拼图二合为一

其实，凑齐这些拼图不难，

难的是要如何维持，不让它散落...

我的拼图，

我依然还在寻找着...

你的拼图，

完成了吗？

tons of surprise

2011-12-17T12:27:00.001+08:00

i hav a memorable birthday, on my 20th birthday,

ya, i officially 20

thanks to those rmb my birthday, those hu celebrate for me, those hu sang me a birthday song, those hu send me cake or present,

thanks alot..

thanks to my v.p, christine hu acc me for d appointment,

my 1st appointment,

thanks for d cake she gav me

thanks

thanks to my CNY teamates,

thanks for d surprise,

thanks for d cake,

although i oredi veli tired on tat time, but afta d surprise,

i gain energy..

thanks

thanks to terwei, Nicolas, eng sing,

hu gave me mentos, cloud 9, n meteors

thanks, din expect u guys will rmb my birthday..

thanks

thanks to sky, Jacqueline, christine, joan

thanks for d birthday song, 1st time celebrating in USM n so mani ppl including stranger sang it,

bit paiseh.. ~^.^~

thanks

thanks to tong mei, siew yin, lee jin, n bei bei,

thanks for d surprise, reli din expect dao u all wil hide in my room, til so late

since every1 is sick

sorry..

u gals reli gv me a big surprise.. thanks for d cake n d coke..

thanks

thanks to william hu belanja me overtime,

thanks to evan hu fetch me hum..

reli hav a great birthday, a memorable birthday i ever hav

thank you so much

* u all reli noe me so well, all i get is my favourable..

coke, cheese cake, chocolate..

but dunno y terwei bought me mentos, i dun eat mentos geh.. =p

but nvm, i wil stil eat it.. thanks u all

n i hav a great day today, thanks to hoe hoe, fok, tien eek..
n my bestie, peiyen..
thanks for d starbucks, although d starbucks is late jor bit =p
thanks for d sing k session..
thanks

thanks alot, i feel great to hav u all as my frenz
love u all

*no wonder i gain weight, everythg related to me is food =p

lukin at d sky, wishin there is a meteor

对不起，我想放弃了

2011-11-22T00:35:00.001+08:00

有点累了，有点倦了
这个决定会是对的决定吗？

对与错，
又要如何识别

似乎，从一开始就错了
那又有什么是对的呢

有点后悔，可一切都太晚
已经没有回头的余力

你明明知道我讨厌等的感觉，
你却让我等你

对不起，我想放弃了

如果哪天我把头发给剪短

那大概是我放弃的时候了

I can be tough I can be strong

2011-11-20T18:43:00.001+08:00

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head

You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth, is that I really miss

What I'd do to have you here

d blue blue sky

2011-09-28T17:28:00.000+08:00

wondering is d sky blue 2day?
2day is nt a good day 4 me..

where r u when i nid u?
i couldnt find u

r u ok?
i m fine, at least i will b..

是雷神爱上雨神，
还是雨神爱上雷神？

是变得爱哭了，
还是变得感性了？

is uni life boring?

2011-09-20T00:54:00.000+08:00

it 12smtg midnite, surprise by y i m nt slpin rite?
coz i slp jus nw, from 8smtg til 9smtg.. then i slp at 9smtg til 7smtg last nite..
i thk my uni life is occupied by slp..

other than tat, i m jus bc-ing register tis mail, tat website, tis tutorial, tat class, tis assignment, tat project..
reli pengsan, ask us register, but no where 4 us to register,
4 example, i hav went to my lecturer room everyday, jus 2 c hav he paste d empty paper out of his room for us to register d tutorial class.
dai lou, do u noe i everyday hav 2 walk from veli far to reach ur room, jus 2 register ur tutorial,
but,jus 2 paste a piece of empty paper outside ur room, u oso lazy 2 do so..
luckily there r bus, if nt everyday i hav 2 walk about 30mins to reach ur office, memang patah kaki

such a boring life,
no entertainment, no you tube, no fb game, n most important, NO PPS,
hw cn they do tis 2 me,
i'm goin 2 die without pps, i miss 1piece, fairy tails.. n mani more..
hw cn u do tis 2 me T.T

conclude la,
in d end, i dunno wat m i writing..
mayb i jus wan 2 make myself tired, then i cn go slp

n 4 d Q, is uni life boring?
i hav no idea,
should i say i hav no cooment, speechless?
hu knows..
i thk i'm jus wasting my time at d moment, hope it wil turns better in future

wish every1 enjoys ur life to d max.. cheers

d(^.^)b

welcoming d new life

2011-09-05T22:48:00.001+08:00

2day d sky is grey
mayb it noe i m leaving (self-loving)
i lik tis kind of weather,
d grey colour

leaving ipoh 2day, vf a big big luggage,
due to d slpin bag n pillow,
act my cloths jus occupied 10% of space jek..
but my luggage is big, large, huge(dun b surprise, if u c it tmw, =p)
no choice, coz i m using my bro 1,
wic he bring 2 UNIMAS last time, so cn u imagine hw big wil it b..

dun b surprise, y m i stil able 2 on9 2nite,
i at my bro "hostel" (juru, sum where in buterworth)
so call hostel, it is a hse..
a nice hse, wic dun luk lik a hostel at all
hw nice if USM hostel oso d same as my bro working "hostel"
air-con, single room..
most important is HEATER
i would die without heater..
T_T hw could i bath in d early morning, without heater..
FREEZE

bit gan zhiong bout tmw tim
UNI LIFE
hw would it b?
wil it lik those uni life in drama, but those r at taiwan, japan, korea, USA, england..
M'SIA UNI LIFE,
cn u imagine it? i cnt lo..
hw muc i wish i could go taiwan
but no use dy la.. nw pack my broken heart, prepare 4 local uni la
tmw wil b a BIG day

all d best 2 those hu is goin USM, no matter is main campus, engineering campus, or health campus
enjoy it to d max( 4myself n every1)

4 those oredi start their orientation
lik sokyan, munyee
lik samyoong, lianshen, junyean,wong xiong, n ETC (especially F2-ians)
gambateh.. all d best to every1,

most important, should b
KEEP IN TOUCH
=)

time 2 bed, good nite n sweet dream to hu ever reading tis

the night is crying

2011-09-02T18:16:00.003+08:00

The rain just now has stoppedThe smell of asphalt is floating around the city

Hey, over there too, the weather is fine already right?
For the weather has cleared up from the west

Since you’re not a morning person
Everyday, will you be able to wake up properly?
I’m still worried about things like that

The spreading sky, the freedom
Although neither of them has changed
Right now, just that… it’s only just that you are not by my side

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We’ll be able to understand each other

Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, definitely
An important STEP to that future

The first time I met you was
Around this season right?
The light up street was
Glowing beautifully

Everyone lives, carrying his own worry
Desperately holding his broken heart

Let me hear you voice
If we become more kind
We’ll be able to love each other
Don’t avert my eyes

Let me hear your voice
Let’s get over those entwined anxieties and loneliness
The feelings of this moment become our bond

Yeah, Since you went away hasn’t been the same
In my heart all I got is pain
Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can’t maintain

Sunlight moonlight you lit my life realize in the night
while love shines bright
Cant let you go we’re meant forever baby let me know

This past without you, Can’t forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing you touch

Nights get long and it’s hard to clutch
We’re apart breaks my heart

2011-08-02T21:32:00.002+08:00

一句我等你，不知道需要多大的勇氣。

它遠比我愛你三個字，更需要勇氣。

不是每個人你都願意等待，也不是所有人都值得你去等待。

一句我等你，包含了很多的無奈，心酸，苦澀。

或許是愛不到，或許是不能愛，

我等你這個承諾，遠比我愛你更動聽。

可是有多少的愛情經得起等待……

the night is so lonely

2011-07-31T21:38:00.003+08:00

The words I’m saying right now, I don’t know if they’ll hurt you
They’ll probably make you hate me forever
You, saying that I’m not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue
This changed me is a stranger to myself as well
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
I don’t know
I want to find myself now
Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
You didn’t do anything wrong, I’m the strange one
It seems I’ve already been prepared long ago, for our breakup
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I’m confronted by love
I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
I don’t know
I want to find myself now

Cuz I’m just another girl
This night is lonely, I
Can’t take any more, Good bye
Cuz I’m just another girl
I’m so lonely
Even though I’m by your side right now
Baby I’m so lonely
Lonely lonely lonely lonely

幸福决定权

2011-07-23T18:43:00.002+08:00

不要一味地认为你没能给我幸福，没能让我快乐，

我的幸福决定权不在你那里，

我幸不幸福，开不开心，由我自己决定

有时候，短短的一则留言，

就可以让我安心

不知道，是我最害怕的答案

一个月的期限，还有很长

你还可以考虑

如果你还想继续，

我会等你

可是，如果你累了，

请你告诉我，我会放手

2011-07-07T21:08:00.001+08:00

但我知道，我要放下你了，也是因为你

2011-07-05T13:03:00.003+08:00

我只是对自己不肯定，

所以才想从你口中得到你对我的肯定

black vs brown

2011-07-03T21:37:00.005+08:00

the black vs the brown

wic is beta?

i prefer side fringe more

wat do u thk?

sorry 4 d bad quality of d photo

why can’t I do the same

2011-07-03T16:32:00.001+08:00

I must have more tears than I thought

How could it be like this?

I let you go while smiling then

I’m not like other girls

I can’t be too cunning like them

I can’t meet anyone else

Because I can only think of you

You don’t have to listen to my nagging anymore

But you can’t become skinnier than you are now

Please make sure you eat

What should I do ? I keep missing you

I miss being in your arms already

I still like you

Why did we separate?

Maybe you feel the same way I do

Maybe you’re also crying

I hope you feel pain just like I do

And come back to me again

You must be living like nothing’s happened

I can understand that

In a way, that suits you better

You said I was number one on your speed dial

Over time, it will be filled

by other girlfriend’s numbers

We used to spend the night talking those stories

You used to want to be with me always that promise

I tried to erase them but it’s not working well

Foolishly, my tears keep coming

Already I want to go find you

You’re starting to forget me already

So why can’t I do the same

结局

2011-07-02T16:09:00.002+08:00

如果离别是最后的结局

我不想没有道别

tony tony chopper aka 1piece

2011-06-30T12:00:00.014+08:00

the cutest character in 1piece

~tony tony chopper~

Tony Tony Chopper is the doctor of the Straw Hat Pirates. Chopper is a reindeer that consumed the Devil fruit, Hito Hito no Mi. He comes from Drum Island, which makes him the only member of the Straw Hat Pirate Crew who was born on the Grand Line. He is the sixth member of the crew and the fifth to join, as well as being the youngest member on board.

chopper is saying hi to every1 (~ ^.^ ~)

shhhhhh.. chooper is reading, v beta dun disturb him..

Beethoven chopper

captain chopper

chopper man

he is asking for ur hug..

lets giv him a hug

ahhhh... dun slp on me.. ahhhh

( i thk i wil hav sweet dream forever if i using tis pillow)

i wan tis set of tupperware..kawaiii

luffy's smile is so charming.. is so powerfull

~the end~

erase

2011-06-28T21:29:00.003+08:00

Burning the two photographs of us
One, two, erasing the memory collected

The pouring rain I cannot see before one
Put it all to the side,

wishing, hoping to not walk there

Difficultly standing, trembling horribly like on the edge of a cliff
Folding my small two hands to pray

Neither a tear comes down
Crying, not being able to be me

Our separation is but a dream, I will know it’s hanging there
Why is it so hard to wake up

My heart filled with gashes,

the deep wounds make me want to hate you
Burning photographs, erasing from my heart,

forget all the memories

天空.海洋.心情

2011-06-26T20:22:00.002+08:00

今天的天空有点灰

就如我今天的心情

心情是因为天空而灰

还是天空因心情而灰

到底天空的蓝比较蓝

还是海洋的蓝比较蓝

2011-06-24T21:16:00.002+08:00

最近，总觉得自己越来越弱了，

身体总是不听话，

生病的次数变多了

经常伤风，经常头痛，

流鼻血也就快把我身上的血给流完了，

现在连肚子痛也找上门来了...

想你，

想打给你，

可不想失望

也怕会给你带来困扰

我现在不祈求什么了，

我只想晚上可以好好的睡一觉...

IRIS

2011-06-23T20:13:00.000+08:00

here is it

IRIS

(i personally thk iris is muc more better than athena)

The main cast of Iris, clockwise from top left:

Lee Byung-hun, Kim Tae-hee, Jung Joon-ho, T.O.P, Kim Seung-woo, and Kim So-yeon.

again, d two pretty in tis movie

Kim Tae-hee(left) as Choi Seung-hee and Kim So-yeon(right) as Kim Seon-hwa

by comparing tis pic, i thk Kim Tae-hee is prettier,

but 4 movie, i prefer Kim So-yeon,

she is so so so so soCOOOOOOOOOL

jus ingore d guy.. focus on her enuf dy

i tis pic d most

her hair, n make up is so attractive to me

i wish i cn cut my hair as her =p

taadaa,

he is T.O.P as Vick,

a menber of my favourable korean group- Big bang

~the end~

tats all

hope u all lik tis

Athena: goddess of war

2011-06-21T21:14:00.001+08:00

recently i watchin a drama name " Athena: goddess of war"

(a spin-off of 2009's Iris, i thk i wil blog about iris in my nxt post)

i prefer tis pic more than d pic above, tis more..

(i found tat my heart is bit large, nvm la since there are many thg tat i luv =p)

The main cast of Athena,

clockwise from top left:

Kim Min-jong, Soo Ae, Jung Woo-sung,Choi Si-won,Cha Seung-won,Lee Ji-ah.

about d summary, i wun say it out here,

if u interest on it, jus watch it

n i sure u will fall in love in it..

dun noe y, i lik those female actress more than d male actress

here r them

Lee Ji-ah as Han Jae-hui

Soo Ae as Yoon Hye-in

which do u prefer? i prefer her..

she is so cool

d 1st time i post so mani pic in my blog,

hope u all wil lik tis, feel free 2 comment..

你最近好吗？

2011-06-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

在这个夜里，我想你了…

好久没想你了，这会是个好现象吗？

已经有很长的一段时间没有听到你的消息，

有人问我，你到底怎么了，怎么了没看见你上面子书了…

其实我也不知道，难道我看起来像是什么都知道吗？

有时候，真的会很火的…尤其是心情不是很美丽的时候。

你最近过得好吗？考试顺利吗？

我想你应该习惯了吧

你没有再交功课了，忙成了你的理由。

我也不再交功课了，不想交是我的理由 …

有时候，不想交功课，和没有做功课是两回事…

我将要进入新的生活了，

不一样的环境，不一样的人类

不一样的我..

敬请期待

对了，我打算把我的头发烫直，

然后，如果有勇气，我大概会把它给染上

i hate 2 b sick

2011-06-19T15:58:00.000+08:00

ya, i thk every1 wil b agree vf me, hate 2 b sick..

but i m a person hu owes sick,

i thk flu do visit me at least once a week

sum ppl tell me, they prefer flu more than fever or coughing,

but i totally dun agree lo

4 me, i prefer fever, at least i cn slp n breath well

but nt flu, having flu is so suffer..

recently, i notice my lvl of flu is getting serious,

it no longer recover in 1day,

n tear start 2 drop without control..

mayb sum of u may nt und, y tear drop when havin flu

ya, i hav tis kind of problem,

whenever i havin flu, ppl wil thk i m crying

sorry, i din cry lo, is d tear drop automatically gar..

i noe it sound weird

since i m small, d problem of "crying" oredi occur,

but i wun hav flu so often la, nt as often as now

but when i start exercises, afta i start 2 hav training

i wun "cry" so often, at least i no longer "cry" whenever i hav flu

until recently, i find out, i start to "cry" again..

sad lo

is there anyway 2 cure it?

i dun wan flu

i hate flu

Old / New

2011-06-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

currently thkin wat cn i do vf my hair..

reli veli mafan lo, esp d fringe

nid 2 comb it all d time, although i din do it often :p

sum ppl say, i dun suit tis hair style,

sum of them say, it suit me, luk cute

so, hu should i listen to?

act i prefer longer fringe n kip it aside,

at least my forehead wun hav so mani unlik "dot"

wic mean pimples lo..

but sum of them say i luk younger vf tis "dolly" fringe

so hapi to hear it ( every gal wish 2 b young 4ever, nt oli me :p)

i wan 2 do sumthg to my hair,

either rebonding, or dye..

any opinion?

ok, tis is a rubbish post,

i m jus too boring

if i turn ur mood into =.=!!! or 0.0 ,

i m so sorry, =p

I wish

2011-06-13T22:04:00.000+08:00

I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

What I'd do to have you here

I wish you were here

What I'd do to have you near

I wish you were here

2011-06-12T20:21:00.000+08:00

原来

我没有在等谁

原来

这一次的通话

我的心

依然是被伤透了

你

不会知道

我想

我该停了

不要在傻了

不想了

求你不要忘記我

2011-06-12T17:58:00.000+08:00

我們曾經彼此相愛

我們現在卻要分手

就算我們相隔千裏

求你不要忘記我

每當有冷風拂過我的指尖

耳畔總能想起你的笑聲

回憶起映着我的臉的你的雙眸

想着你

好孤獨

我哭了又哭

淚眼擋住了嘴巴

嘴唇僵在那兒

不曾說出口的那句話

你知道嗎

一轉身便捶胸頓足

狠心放你離開的那個人

那個人就是我

就算我們相隔天涯

請你一定要回來

你不在

2011-06-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

星光像淚水
沒說的思念變成黑眼圈

幾百天來的熱烈一個寒流就瓦解
再厚的愛只是一疊紙片

你在深夜,像黑咖啡
你在我心裡面陪我失眠
可是卻不在我身邊

2011-06-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

是我未夠好或這夜太早想起當天那懷抱
就算是太早未算是太糟掛念都好
閉上兩眼看到入神只差一點真的貼近
這晚我算太過寂寥或過份敏感

I don't wanna be lonely
太捨不得那年
如何望你都愛你的臉
懷念痛快的吻別

I don't wanna be lonely
我也不想眼淺
有時夜了想到某天
偶然都沾濕眼線

獨個在這邊望向舊照片專心不到我視線
掉了舊信件就當沒法可證實掛念
打開刪不走的短訊想起當天哭得太盡
這晚我算太過寂寥或算是太蠢

還是渴望
今天我想再被愛
痛過了我都仍然能愛
好比深海

I don't wanna be lonely
最放不低以前
誰人在變這世界改變
承諾到哪天兌現

I don't wanna be lonely
我算不得眼淺
有時倦了想到這天
我曾經沾濕眼線

but i m lonely

消失.凝視

2011-06-04T22:37:00.001+08:00

回顧手機的訊息　初見面到相戀的痕跡

我怎麼忍心刪去

還想和你看北海道的雪祭還想陪你走遍這世界風景

你就要往陌生的天空飛去天知道我會多想你

當飛機越過傷心換日線

天空只留下寂寞無聲的盤旋

時間它能不能倒退一點

停格在你晴天笑臉

你的心飛過傷心換日線

今後我們的世界地球各一遍

如果季風能把感覺聯線

要傳達給你說不完的思念

你消失的天空　我凝視了好久

在飄雪的氣候腦海重複著最後擁抱你的鏡頭

期待再見面時候　更深刻的悸動

寂寞

2011-06-04T22:35:00.001+08:00

也許　還是重返寂寞

畢竟也只有寂寞肯永遠愛我

也許　還是擁抱孤獨

從來也只有孤獨肯陪我痛哭

從今後　就選擇沉默

選擇服從孤獨寂寞

my heart

2011-06-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

u break it

u din't know

我们之间

2011-05-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

白天黑夜之间交错着最美的句点

可惜日出的天可惜日落的天只在一瞬间

在你和我之间从平行线到交汇点

可惜你在改变可惜我在改变

听不见也看不见

我们之间填不满的空闲

总在所有的困惑点绕一个圈

爱在心的边缘

我们之间距离多么遥远

后来才发现我和你一条线就能分两个世界

我们之间填不满的空闲

总在所有的困惑点绕一个圈

开始兜兜转转无聊终点

白天黑夜之间交错着最美的句点

我们之间距离多么遥远

a bad day

2011-05-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

2day, i did mistake when i work, it reli spoilt my day..

reli feel bad bout it,

nt blaming bout others, but blaming on myself 4 d mistake made

run through whole shopping complex, oso cnt do anythg 2 fix d mistake

feel lost at d time,

holdin it, hoping i cn find a way out

u d 1st person i owes thk of..

but u arent there

another day tat make me feel lik wan 2 quit..

quit d job, quit d game

3rd time

i hope

2011-05-27T01:56:00.000+08:00

一天過去了一個月也過去了

妳還是沒有聯絡我

淚在流心在痛

不會的只是暫時的

不會的不會的

不會的別再哄我了

妳離開後的空虛越來越大

下輩子我還是只奢望有你

再愛一次也還是只奢望與妳

妳會回來的會回來的吧

因為沒有了妳我也將不存在了

妳說過妳是愛我的

卻離開拋棄了我妳到底去了哪裡

曾經緊握的雙手還有我們的約定

這是夢這是夢

這是夢不要試著騙我

留下我一個人孤獨地悲傷

我知道所有的一切只是噩夢

拜託我只希望能快點從這個夢中醒過來

多希望過完今天明天再次睜開雙眼

能發現這一切都不是現實希望只是夢而已吧

所有的一切只是過於真實令人討厭的夢境

我奢望著至今仍深深奢望著妳

我每晚上都祈禱著不是為了幸福而是為了不幸

除了我妳不會愛上其他人

我不能沒有妳我的心臟正在對妳說著

我的心意永遠不變下一輩子還是只奢望你

下輩子我還是只奢望有你

再次相愛我還是只奢望與妳

妳會回來的會回來的吧

因為沒有了妳我也將不存在了

i m stil waiting

2011-05-27T01:50:00.001+08:00

i miss u

in d nite

我真的好想你

2011-05-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

我真的好想你
現在窗外面又開始下著雨
眼睛乾乾的有想哭的心情
不知道你現在到底在哪裡

太多的情緒沒適當的表情
最想說的話我該從何說起
你是否也像我一樣在想你

如果沒有你沒有過去

我不會有傷心

但是有如果還是要愛你
如果沒有你我在哪裡

又有甚麼可惜
反正一切來不及

反正沒有自己

我真的好想你
不知道你現在到底在哪裡
你是否也像我一樣在想你

2011-05-18T21:55:00.000+08:00

同心锁下的泪滴

该给的爱都用尽

痛的声音　

离我好近

认不出我自己

精疲力尽爱着你

镜子像一齣戏

嘲笑着过去

你知道我在等你吗　

你如果真的在乎我

又怎会让无尽的夜陪我度过

你知道我在等你吗　

你如果真的在乎我

又怎会让握花的手在风中颤抖

眼泪在痛到底　

什麽时候才会停

这是我们爱的祭品

不要你的怜悯

只要让我知道

知不知道我在等你

莫名我就喜欢你　

深深地爱上你

2011-05-14T22:34:00.000+08:00

爱情灭了

想放放不掉

我们的爱犯了什么错

眼泪又在不停流

是不是谁给的不够

还是谁放得太多

我们的爱犯了什么错

不能向前不能退后

谁应该原谅谁

变成爱的结果

这结果是谁的错

2011-05-10T18:54:00.000+08:00

我們在錯誤的時間相遇，在正確的時間卻又分開

2011-05-06T03:05:00.001+08:00

夜的黑暗與我做伴，躲在被窩裡，真的體會到了思念的痛，痛卻不能說...

其實自己不是那麼矯情的，其實難過不想告訴任何人的...

漸漸發現，痛，就自己忍著。

即使說，也無從說起...

只想問，你能愛我多久...

怕

2011-05-06T01:17:00.000+08:00

當我想要打電話給你時，

你會不會剛好也要打電話給我？

不可能...

當我想要找你陪我聊天，

你會不會剛好也出現在我面前？

不可能...

當我在無意間想起你時，

你會不會也在無意間想起了我？

當我發現我已經愛上你，

你的心中是否也有這樣的感覺？

我知道手上握著的手機

只是為你而開機，

只有收到你的短信

才能讓我嘴角微微上揚，

沮喪的不是沒有收到你所發來的短信，

比這個沮喪的是，

當我想要收到你的短信時，

電話響了，

可發短信給我的那個人卻不是你...

於是,把自己搞的很忙，

以為這樣就不會想你，

最後才發現，

原來無論怎麼做，

心都在你那裡

因為自己還是會忍不住

因為自己根本就無法專心

把任何一件事情做好...

原來愛上一個人，

是由等待他的那一刻起，

等待的無奈

不一定是沒有得到回复，

等待最大的無奈

是你不能讓他知道你在等待，

你想讓他知道你在等他，

但你害怕讓他知道你在等他，

你想讓他知道你在乎，

但你卻不敢讓他知道你在乎，

因為你知道，

誰先在乎，誰就輸了...

不找你，

不意味著我不在乎，

而是想看你有在乎

不找你，

不是怕你不回复我，

而是要讓你先找我

不找你，

只是怕你會不在乎，

所以我假裝不在乎

不找你，

不是因為我不愛你，

而是因為我在等你...

你不會知道等待一個人

是什麼樣的感覺，

怕你和我說，

不要再等我了...

I’m so stupid

2011-05-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

How could you be so, how could you be so

I can’t believe you

You’re the one that threw me away, but if you come back, I’ll crumble

What’s your truth? What am I to you?

Monday to Sunday, am I just a choice?

Baby don’t lie to me

hey, I’m going crazy, I’m going crazy

look at you acting like you don’t know anything

But now I’m getting tired of it, I’m getting tired

Baby I don’t hate you

I like you the way you are

I’m going crazy, I’m getting tired

In your covered smile is a hidden gaze, who are you looking at?

Every time you do that, I get so scared

I get all nervous, wondering if my friends saw

If only we could go back, back, back

If I’m so broken

But it’s too late

Fatigued over something that’s burdened you

Whatever the case, love is a sin against each other

We’re all like children, blaming others for our pain

behind that pretty face lies someone else who I hate

Can’t we just turn back to when we first met?

I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid

I am stupid, I’m so stupid, stupid

I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid

7days

2011-05-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

7days i din write dy,

sum of it, i wrote it in paper,

but i din wrote it in mail,

i cnt find d feel 2 sent,

i nid sum motivation 2 write in mail, n sent 2 u..

d feel is getting lesser n lesser, day by day

din c u 7days dy,

i m working, u r studying

although tis few days is holiday 4 u,

but i m working,

even if i din work,

v oso wun met

getting tired

fri is my offday, bt u wun hav holiday dy,

ur holiday ends on thurs,

n tis few days, i work until 10pm

on fri, mayb wil go sing k vf them

I hate this love song

2011-05-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

I can’t touch you, I know yeah eh
I’m falling, catch me

I hate this love song,

I’ll never sing it again

So I can stop thinking of you,

so I can finally forget you

I hate this love song,

I’m going to sing it with a smile
In order to cure your loneliness

I’m scared, this world is meaningless
Take me to where you are,

a place with the moon and stars

I close my eyes and feel your breath,

I dream of you, A smile spreads across my lips,

you’re breathing with me now

continue or stop?

心情坏了

2011-05-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

距离远了，时间长了

感情好象也有点淡了

累了，

要放弃吗？

能办到吗？

心情坏了

其實.. 我很累了..

2011-04-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

其實.. 我很累了..
其實，很少有人懂我。我習慣假裝堅強，習慣了一個人面對所有…
我不知道自己到底想怎麼樣??
有時候，我可以很開心的和每個人說話，可以很放肆的；
可是卻沒有人知道，那不過是偽裝，很刻意的偽裝
我可以讓自己很快樂很快樂，
可是卻找不到快樂的源頭，只是傻笑。
我不習慣把事情和別人說，因為我不習慣別人用可怜的眼光看我。
其實，我很珍惜身邊的人，只是生活的壓力讓我善于遺忘…..
我以為遺忘可以讓自己快樂起來…
可是，我感覺到的卻是更多的寂寞…
黑夜來到，周圍的空氣很~冷…
一個人坐在窗戶對著天空發呆…
也不知道自己腦子裡在想什麼…
懷念過去…
其實，我也很渴望有一個人能懂我；能走進我的心…
其實，我很累了，真的想放下所有………

可是現實的壓力只能讓我背著這些慢慢走…

更重要的是自己關心的那個~曾經的最愛…
卻只是看看他的日記…..動態…..並不敢打擾…
何時發現，我不再寫日誌…
不是我變的懶了，而是我疲備了…

掛著電腦，卻是離線
掛著電腦，卻不是在聊天

上線，是為了打發寂寞；
離線，是為了躲避失望；

何時，我不喜歡追逐打鬧，其實卻很想和以前一樣活蹦亂跳
何時，我讓自己變得沉默，

開始，我喜歡在很靜很靜的深夜，關了燈讓寂寞把我包著，卻又害怕黑夜…

我也會偶爾的和朋友聚聚，
或開心
或失望

偶爾，也會寂寞的拿起手機翻開通訊錄，一遍一遍的… 卻不知道要打給誰…..
再好的東西都有失去的一天，再深的記憶也有淡忘的一天….
再愛的人也有遠走的一天；該放棄的決不挽留，該珍惜的決不放手……

borrow from others

a brilliant boy

2011-04-26T19:45:00.000+08:00

recently fall in love vf his guitar..

hope u guys lik tis =)

4.3.2.1

2011-04-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

kindle short post 2day,

recently post quite often,

2bored dy, ntg 2 do other than on9

or i should say, on9 oso boring

ohya, hav a Q here,

should i del d chatbox here,

mani stranger (but 10x 4 visiting)

y no frenz giv comment or leave msg geh,

sad lo..

below is smtg u may nt und,

coz u may nt b d character in d story

so, u may stop here,

n ignore it, 10x 4 visiting =)

2day is d 4rd day,

i wondering hw 2 i pass tis few days

almost use 2 it,

try nt 2 thk bout it,

try 2 make myself bc,

try 2 do smtg else

but when d nite cum, its diff

ntg 4 me 2 do,

ntg 4 me 2 bc vf,

slpless nite,

i noe i'm tired, but u jus dun let me slp

eye is close, but d brain is stil running

it jus lik u off ur monitor, vf ur cpu stil on

tis few days oso slp around 2smtg,

i thk i cn get caught n sent bek 2 china,

my eyes luk scary, i thk

when cn i stop thkin of u,

when cn i slp well

i wan 2 say bye bye 2 my dark eye circle

mayb 1day

i wil make myself invisible

好人与坏人

2011-04-24T18:59:00.000+08:00

我不是一个好人,

也不想当一个好人..

其实, 坏人也不错嘛,

至少不会受伤

因为只有坏人欺负好人..

所以,我选择当一个坏人

it jus a simple n short post,

coz i oso dunnoe wat should i write,

i jus wrote out wat cum out from my mind..

so if tis post make u bored or hav any negative feedback,

jus ignore my post..

self-loving

2011-04-23T21:00:00.000+08:00

do tis 2 feel beta?

jus ignore my dark-eye circle,

din slp wel tis few days,

so if i scare u, sorry

self-loving post

2011-04-22T22:56:00.000+08:00

有种你会离开我的直觉
总是只有这样那样的借口
变了感觉的冰冷的 Bye Bye
我无法放开你
(Because I love you)
说爱我是什么时候
无法就这样放开你
不要以不是理由的理由而离开

Please don’t go go go
拜托不要离开我
既是一次也好回头看看我吧
因为爱你请重新回来吧
漫长的时间也许能够忘记你
我会每天活在痛苦中
有种我们会结束的直觉
总是只有这样那样的厌烦
瞅准机会冰冷的说 Bye Bye
我无法放开你
(Because I love you)
虚假的爱情渐渐我变得心伤
Please don’t go go go
因为爱你请重新回来吧

讨厌悲情的问候
我会每天每天活在痛苦中

Don’t say goodbye
不要说离别
Don’t say bye bye
不要离开我
不要因为爱情离开了
就对我这样
(Because I love you)

Don’t say no no no 不要回避我的眼神
为什么一步一步地远离我
Don’t say no no no 讨厌那样的表情

泪水如此的哀怨
Please don’t go go go 拜托不要离开我
Don’t break my heart
Don’t you break my heart
不要离开我
yeah, still loving you

漫长的时间也许能忘记你
我会每天每天做噩梦

gudbye

2011-04-21T18:03:00.001+08:00

say gudbye 2 my fringe, i wil miss u.. T_T

tis is b4, few weeks ago

n tis is nw..

luk so childish.. ish...

2011-04-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

一个人的生活，

还是有点不习惯，

有点乱了

有点烦了

到底在想的是什么，

有谁能告诉我

到底怎么了..

什么才是对的,

什么才应该的

乱了

u aren't there

想你

2011-04-19T15:41:00.000+08:00

我很想你。

很想见你。

如果见到你，一定要给你一个大大的拥抱。抱个十分钟。

如果见到你，一定要给你一个深吻。

我很想你。

尤其是夜深人静，一个人的时候。

尤其是一个人在床上发呆的时候。

我很想你。

很想你。

我很想你。

我很想以后的某一天起，约会完，是我们一起回家。

我很想以后的某一天起，我们可以一起相拥睡着。

我很想以后的某一天起，我们醒来看到的就是对方。

我很想以后的某一天起，我可以不用一个人偷偷的想你了。

我很想你。

很想很想你。

很想很想很想很想你。

我很想你。

想到什么事情都不想做，只是想你。

2011-04-18T11:46:00.000+08:00

さっきまでの雨はもう上がって
アスファルト漂う街の匂い
ねえそっちも　もう晴れてるよね
西から回復するって
朝は苦手な君だからねえ
毎日ちゃんと起きられてるかい？
そんなこと未だに心配してるよ

広がる空はそう自由で
何も変わってないけれど
隣に今はただ…ただ君がいないだけ

声をきかせて
素直になればきっと
分かりあえるはずさ
ココロを開いて
声をきかせて
歩いてきた道は僕たちにとってきっと
大切なSTEPさ　その未来への

君と初めて出逢ったのはそう
ちょうど今くらいの季節だったね
ライトアップした街並みが
きれいに輝いていた
泣き虫な君はあれからよく
僕の肩におでこをのっけて
泣いてたね　その温もりに
無性に触れたくなる

人は誰でもそれぞれに悩みを抱えて生きる
壊れそうな心を必死に抱きしめて

声をきかせて
優しくなればもっと
愛し合えるはずさ
目をそらさないで
声をきかせて
絡みつく不安も寂しさも越えて行こう
今のこの気持ちが絆になる

Yeah, Since you went away hasn't been the same
In my heart all I got is pain
Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life realize in the night
while love shines bright
Cant let you go we're meant forever baby let me know

This past without you, Can't forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing you touch
Nights get long and it's hard to clutch
We're apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl you're my world
In time my love unfurls
He will then wait for you girl

try 2 read tis without using google translation

gud luck

2011-04-17T16:57:00.000+08:00

Easy come, easy go

That's just how you live

Take, take, take it all,

But you never give

Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss

Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, you did

To give me all your love is all I ever asked

I would go through all this pain,

Take a bullet straight through my brain,

Yes, I would die for ya baby,

But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire,

You’ d watch me burn down in flame

You said you loved me, you're a liar

Cause you never, ever, ever did...

I would go through all this pain,

Take a bullet straight through my brain,

Yes, I would die for ya baby,

But you won't do the same.

No, you won’t do the same,

You wouldn’t do the same,

Ooh, you’ll never do the same

2011-04-16T20:19:00.001+08:00

你知道吗？是吧！我现在好想念你

低下头偷偷抹去眼泪

呼唤你的名字
非要这样留下我一人离开不可吗？

只要一想到你头痛欲裂

就像喝了剧毒的酒一般
岂止是酒简直是场病

每天都病倒不知已有多少次
也许明天暂时可以忘掉

可是到了后天又会想起来
但是有什么办法

我的爱还没过有效期
依然坚信着你会回来

我一直等待着的只有你

我爱你这世界只有你一个
虽然大声呼唤
但只见那火红的晚霞在无声的燃烧

如果你感到愧疚害怕面对我
绝对不要去担心这些

只要有你我就会充满力量

我所思念的你的脸庞好像那片红霞使我倍感心伤

oh baby baby 早已流逝的时间
请不要忘记曾一起度过的那段回忆
只要你闭上双眼静静的呼唤我的名字
不管何时我怕都会跑到你面前
everyday everynight i need you

我爱你这世界只有你一个
虽然大声呼唤
但只见那火红的晚霞在无声的燃烧

虽然再也见不到你那美丽的容颜
但不后悔只希望你继续燃烧让我能这样望着你

사랑해

squash time

2011-04-14T16:10:00.000+08:00

seem lik i din post 4 quite sum time, haha..

sorry ar, kindle lazy currently

n bc vf those uni stuff (wat a excuse =p)

so, 2day

it wil b a short updated..

my hse renovation (nt reli a renovation)

it jus changing d toilet bowl,

change to those sit toilet bowl,

but bcoz of tis "renovation", i cnt bath 2day, have 2 go down stair n use cold water,

so i stil haven bath yet, since tis morning (i use 2 bath once i wake up)

but i change my mind 2day, coz no hot water, so sad T.T

but i stil nid 2 bath lata, b4 i out 4 squash,

pray hard so tat d water wun so cold (kindle stupid act =p)

k la, i stop here la,

lata go 4 squash at 6pm, n hav korean food as dinner (most probably)

feel hapi whenever thk bout nice food, haha =D

miss u, gals n guys

2011-04-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

i miss u

变了的, 还会恢复原状吗?

2011-04-06T12:23:00.000+08:00

因为一件事情, 一个消息,

就让我们之间起了变化,

是你变了, 还是我变的多心了,

一切都不同了, 为什么这样了,

总觉得, 你在躲避..

我不介意你躲避这件事,

可是, 你可以不要躲我吗..

很伤,

心里总是比身上的伤得更深

2011-04-04T13:05:00.000+08:00

没关系, 其实很在意

没关系,其实并不想一个人

没关系, 其实很想说有关系

没关系, 其实我很害怕

没关系, 其实那只是在假装

2011-04-03T11:07:00.000+08:00

一切都乱了,

步伐乱了,

什么都乱了,

心也乱了..

一切来得太突然,

一切都来不及准备,

最后,全都乱了..

2011-04-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

35days

it oredi passed 35days, will it b any problem?

wun hav any problem dy ho?

hope so..

god bless

2011-03-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

1, 2, 3...

1st, 2nd, 3rd...

so, when do it stop?

2011-03-26T16:58:00.000+08:00

stil miss u

2nd friday

2011-03-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

tis is d 2nd friday nite.. i enjoy 2nite vf a ful ful stomach

i will update bout wat act hapen 2nite soon, or later

stay tuned..

n yet i stil mis u

2011-03-24T20:07:00.000+08:00

24mac 2011, msia time: 8.10pm

i miss u,

tis 2day, seldom chat vf u, coz tat stupid flu

but if i din sick, v oso wun chat muc, pps more, n seem ntg 2 say..

y is it so, wat hapen to us

mayb there is no topic btw us, v seldom chat but do thg 2gether,

tats y there is no topic btw us..

a distance of 4870.071km, hw far is it?

do u noe? i dun noe, but tats d distance btw us

4870.071km

2nite, u arent there

2nite, i miss u

wondering wat r u doin over there, i thk u should b studying

gambateh, tis d oli thg i cn do 4 u

time passed, thgs changed

a warning

2011-03-22T22:47:00.000+08:00

currently no in mood 2day,

dont disturb me, unless i find u..

if nt, u get scold or wat, dun blame me,

i oredi tel u..

warning letter out

2011-03-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

请不要说我变、因为我没变。

只不过懂得了，别人怎样对我、我就该怎样去对待别人。

如今的绝情、冷淡，谁的杰作？

不说话不代表我变，更不代表我对你没话题。

那是因为我有心事，

我也一直在、刻意的伪装。

我所能承受的，又有能谁懂？

我无处诉说、谁又能体会，我此刻的心情。

在泪水滑落的一瞬间，

唯有发泄，才能让我忘记、所有的烦恼。

我不喜欢解释，

是因为我觉得那是多余的。

有时候解释的越多、反而觉得更没意义。

一切顺其自然。

我不是变、而是因为种种的原因。

太多的无奈，

我真的很委屈、也很寂寞。

生活的所迫，我必须得承受。

没资格去反抗，因为我没有能力。

只能用脸上的笑容，来掩饰内心的脆弱。

在没弄清楚我有没有变之前，

必须得用心去了解，

而不是凭一句你变了来断定。

一个人是否真的有变化，

我讨厌你变了这个词，

对我而言、它有点恐怖，因为我害怕。

一个人执着、会因为改变两个字，而伤害了另一个人。

我一直没变、因为我的性格就是这样。

很多时候、宁愿被误会，也不愿去解释。

信与不信，就在於伱。

借来的

2011-03-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

请不要问我为什么，因为我也不晓得为什么

请不要问我要怎样，因为我也不晓得要怎样

请不要问我要什么，因为我也不晓得要什么

请不要问我为什么，因为你已经知道答案

请不要问我要怎样，因为你已经知道答案

请不要问我要什么，因为你已经知道答案

你都知道了，那还要问吗？

rain

2011-03-19T19:45:00.000+08:00

from the day u leave,

its rain everyday..

no matter it is rain inside or outside,

its rain everyday

2011-03-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

我懷念的是無話不說　我懷念的是一起做夢
我懷念的是爭吵以後　還是想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日　也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空　最緊的右手　最暖的胸口
誰忘了

我懷念的是無言感動　我懷念的是絕對熾熱
我懷念的是你很激動　求我原諒抱得我都痛
我記得你在背後　我記得我顫抖著
記得感覺洶湧　最美的煙火　最長的相擁

誰愛的太自由　誰過頭太遠了　

誰要走我的心　誰忘了那就是承諾
誰自顧自地走　誰忘了跟著我　

誰讓愛變沉重　誰忘了要給你溫柔

我還有想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日　也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空　最緊的右手　最暖的胸口
我放手　我讓座　假灑脫　誰懂我多麼不捨得
太愛了　所以我　沒有哭　沒有說

2011-03-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

i miss u, i reli miss u

but u nvr noe

i haven blog bout last few days, i dun noe wat should i write

mayb i should say, i cnt even write it out,

whenever i start 2 write, it start 2 thk of smtg else,

smtg tat i shouldnt thk bout..

there is smtg else i should do,

filling in application, certificate, n bla bla bla..

but i haven done any of it

i dun even noe wat i wan 2 study, where 2 study

isit business/math&eco/stat, etc? which 1?

i hate last minute work, but i m doing it..

u r the reason tat make my brain, my heart cnt function well

hugging bulu, everyday n nite

but it still uncontrollable, it drops itself, without notice..

sorry, i m nt angry vf u, but i m jus angry vf myself,

angry vf my weakness..

sorry..

2011-03-16T16:36:00.000+08:00

i hate u

baka

i wait u d whole day,

n tis is d respond u giv,

suan liao,

i wun care bout u anymore,

dun wan write jiu dun write,

beta dun cum bek tim,

i dun wan 2 c u..

2011-03-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

5th day..

n yet, i still miss u

its raining again..

2011-03-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

从你离开我那天，

我已开始改变着,和等待着你，

不管是直到世界末日的那天，

我依然想念你,爱你

missing u

2011-03-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

Tell me what is right and what is wrong

u jus a NOOB

two

2011-03-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

안고 bulu,, 하지만 저는 캔트 내 마음을 찾아내 마음이 나와 함께 있지입니다 ...한테 챔피온 누구 그것을 훔쳐 알아
좀 더 가까이 오는대로내 느낌이 은 더 안좋아 지 잖아
얼마나 내가 당신을 사랑, 얼마 내가 당신을 그리워 않아, 당신이 필요 해요,지만 네가 모를
일년 이상, 그것이 날 위해 너무 깁니다 ..당신과 헤어지고 싶지 않아, 조차하나하루하지만 지금, 당신은 떠날..
당신을 사랑합니다2

=)

2011-03-05T21:09:00.001+08:00

currently mani thg hapen..

hapi, sad, angry, moody n mani else

if u r nt there, hw will i b..

stpm result out dy, nt veli hapi vf it, but stil able 2 satisfy vf it..

i noe u din get wat u wan, u deserve a beta result, mayb.. if u din hang out vf me, u could get it, sorry..

get a gift from u on a special day, BULU.. 10x 4 it

lukin at bulu, jus lik lukin at u,

hugging bulu, jus lik hugging u..

i love bulu..

but i hav ntg 4 u..

cn i fin it on time? cn i gv it 2 u on time?

i wil try..

sorry

single digit

empty

2011-02-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

tis blog, i hav been blogging 4 almost 2years

recently i seldom blogging,

bc-ing or mayb no mood 2 write,

mani thg in it, tangle in it

but dun noe hw 2 write it out

in tis 2years, mani thg happen,

mani thg is changing n changed..

smtg unexpected happened, happening..

future tense, present tense, past tense

dun noe y,

i feel sad..

dun noe wat happen,

there is 2 person inside of me,

fighting vf each other,

tiring, hurt..

y cn i jus leave it empty, stop thkin of u,

stop thkin of future, stop thkin of nw, stop thkin of d past..

u wun leave any msg here..

u din blog anymore..

u goin 2 leave

一个月

2011-02-11T20:51:00.000+08:00

我不懂你,正如你也不懂我..

不用懂我,不用懂我在想什么,

因为我也不懂我在想什么,

同样的,我也不懂你,

没关系,你要留给一个你想让她懂你的人

8/2/2011

2011-02-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

谢谢你，让我成为坏人，

憎恨你，把我变成坏人

是对是错？

是恨你，还是恨我自己。。

谁来告诉我？

不会完美的结局

6/2/2011

2011-02-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

X说：你是我的人

Y想：我是你的人，那你会是我的吗？应该不会。。

怕吗？你问..

我可以说怕吗？

其实，我怕，很怕...

剧痛感，让我怕了

罪恶感，让我更怕

可是，让我最怕的，却不是这些

后悔，应该有后悔吧..

我看不到我们的未来，

对不起。

3/2/2011

2011-02-03T19:38:00.000+08:00

hey, i m back..

working last week, in jj as "promoter"

y there is ""?

ans: i dun thk wat i did is a promoter should do..

anyways, long story..

jus here 2 advice u guys, nxt time ask clearly wat is d job about, b4 u accept it..

2day is 1st day of CNY,

but i stay at hum 4 whole day, n get fatt mou

so boring, ntg 2 do

sum1 pls date me out,

if nt i wil bcum mummy, wrap by spider web

chu 3 nite is goin ah sum hse, planing 2 go, dunnoe hu is goin..

chu4 is goin pn chong hse, planing 2 go oso, dunnoe wat time go, wat time bek

n oso dunnoe hu is goin, bt i noe she is goin ( so, should i go?)

then, our class F2 geh, dunnoe hw is it nw, isit stil on? dunnoe lo..

most important is hohee they all bek dy, wakaka..

planing 2 go out geh, but time crash 2gether

erm.. so hw leh, stil waitin hohee geh ans

anyway, wish every1 enjoy ur holidays, n HAPI CNY ^^

21/1/2011

2011-01-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

我会好好的，

时间一直去， 回忆真美丽

我是想着你， 一直想着你

你在我心底， 变成了秘密

不要说你爱我，你想我

如果你的心里没有这麽做

只是勉强的敷衍我

我知道了，会很难受

我要你默默走，不回头

到现在还是

深深的深深的，爱着你

是爱情的，友情的都可以

那是我心中的幸福

我知道它苦苦的

你不会懂我
49

19/01/2011

2011-01-19T10:58:00.000+08:00

那个晚上, 我疯了,应该把..

那个晚上,没有勇气说出来的, 我选择在这里写出来..

很想对你说,

你害怕的, 是我不再理你, 不再回你的信息, 不再见你..

即使是如此, 你也不过只需要再害怕一个月多,

过后,你便要离开了..

现在害怕的, 担心的,

那个时候, 应该不会再担心了..

我和你不一样,

你害怕的是现在, 我担心的是你走了以后,

那种一个人的生活是否会习惯,

不再有人陪在身旁,我会习惯吗?

一个人以后要做些什么,可以做什么,

再次的一个人的生又会是怎样的呢?

我担心的, 是一个月多后的无限期..

2011-01-18T17:29:00.000+08:00

u aren't there..

16/01/2011

2011-01-16T22:18:00.000+08:00

是你变了, 还是说我想太多了呢?

总觉得我们之间不同了,

是我多心吗?

不知道叻..

随便吧,

反正都不应该有任何留恋..

要走的, 要留的

谁也改变不了

2months

2011-01-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

another 2months..

mayb jus left vf 1months,

plus n minus

isit enuf 4 u?

my ans will b

2011-01-06T20:18:00.000+08:00

dun noe wats wrong

heartbeat veli fast,

afta i consume tat medicine 4 flu..

cnt stand it,

start 2 breath deeply...

sum1 pls rescue me

lost energy 2 continue writing,

sorry

jus a random post

n here 2 say sorry 2 u

06/01/2011

2011-01-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

前面的路,

是否有路灯帮忙照亮?

街道有路灯照亮,

那么, 我的路呢?

有谁可以帮我照亮..

迷惘了..

03/01/2011

2010-12-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

今天心情真的糟透了，

糟透了，糟透了，糟透了...

我的心情，你了解吗？

我想你了，你知道吗？

第几天了?

今天是第几天了？

你知道吗？

应该是第五天了吧...

累了，不想做了，

可是依然还是会去帮忙,

即使多么的想出去玩玩，

即使多么的想丢下一切，

即使多么的想不要管你，

即使多么的想不要帮你，

可是身体依然很不听话，

最终也是会跑去帮你了..

白痴

每天都在想，

到底几时才可以做完呢?

你到底几时才可以有空呢？

算了吧，

即使有空，你也会去打机吧..

有时真的觉得自己很白痴，

为何要帮你，

帮你，最后得到的尽是不想要的..

真得很白痴

帮你找人来帮忙，还要充当司机，听一些不大好听的话..

无论是你还是她，都给话我听..

难道我做错了吗？

我叫她来，只想帮你把工作给早点做完..

你以为我会想要叫她帮忙的吗？

你可知道，那天她的脸色有多难看，她的话有多难听..

载她来，还要载她回，

如果有的选，我也不想叫她帮忙，

你知道我有多累吗？驾着车，眼睛却一直想要闭上，

心跳很快，眼睛很累，

头脑和身体都好像进入了机械状态

我没告诉他们，你不会在，是我的错.. 我承认...

可是，如果我说了，你认为还有人会来帮忙吗？

就连我自己都不想要帮忙..

不要一句：“不要帮就不要啊,回啊!" 就以为可以解决..

你知道有多伤吗，你的一句话..

帮了你一整天，换来的却是这么的一句..

我真的是个白痴..

baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka

22/12/2010

2010-12-17T18:35:00.000+08:00

hapi birthday..

i dun thk u will read tis,

u r so bc..

2day,

when u ask m i nt hapi, m i angry?

i thought i will say,

YA..

but,

i show u a smile, n say: "no ar, =)"

2day is ur birthday,

jus dun wan 2 spoilt ur day,

or mayb i used 2 say,

No..

i dun noe y m i angry of u..

hu u r?

u jus normal person 2 me,

u r ntg, ntg, ntg....

NTG

i told myself tis..

sorry,

i cnt celebrate ur birthday vf u,

sorry..

n yet,

i cnt help u..

sorry 4 my useless..

sorry N hapi birthday

17/12/2010

dreams

2010-12-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

dreams.. wat do u dream bout..

u r d oli 1 hu noe it..

inception, isit possible?

hu noe..

bt tis is wat i wan 2 tell u,

u wake up late bcoz of dream

but i din slp bcoz of dream

if 1hr wake up once,

then stare in d nite 4 another 1hr is consider slipin too..

erm.. then, ok lo, i slpt..

strange dream, sad dream,

mani mani mani dream..

currently reli dream alot,

dream until i reli dun noe i m dreamin, or it reli happen

in d end, i fall 2 insomnia,

mayb it will b beta 4 me, at least i wun dream..

miss u..

bla bla bla

2010-12-06T21:45:00.000+08:00

3more days 2 go.. 4more paper 2 go

math paper1 n 2, fz paper1 n chemi paper1

boring nite..

i dun hav mood 2 stdy,

i sit infront of my com since i bek hum 2day,

i oli leave when i went 2 bath n dinner..

i finish fairy tail(fairy tail is an animation) 2day,

finally

yokata.. ^^v

math paper is on tis thur, if i m mistaken

god bless all of us who r goin 2 sit 4 it..

act i hv ntg 2 post, jus 2 bored, n trying 2 bla here

"bla bla black sheep"

2010-12-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

i miss u

but u never know

春~ 夏~ 秋~ 冬

the gift

lies

puzzle

tons of surprise

对不起， 我想放弃了

I can be tough I can be strong

d blue blue sky

is uni life boring?

welcoming d new life

the night is crying

the night is so lonely

幸福决定权

black vs brown

why can’t I do the same

结局

tony tony chopper aka 1piece

erase

天空.海洋.心情

IRIS

Athena: goddess of war

你最近好吗？

i hate 2 b sick

Old / New

I wish

求你不要忘記我

你不在

消失.凝視

寂寞

my heart

我们之间

a bad day

i hope

我真的好想你

怕

I’m so stupid

7days

I hate this love song

心情坏了

其實.. 我很累了..

a brilliant boy

4.3.2.1

好人与坏人

self-loving

gudbye

想你

squash time

变了的, 还会恢复原状吗?

2nd friday

a warning

rain

two

=)

empty

一个月

8/2/2011

6/2/2011

3/2/2011

21/1/2011

19/01/2011

16/01/2011

2months

dreams

bla bla bla

对不起，我想放弃了